Mrs Hessey's Diary for 1951

Week of 23 April 1951

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Thursday, 26 April

47 Hamilton Terrace

Awly and Alice slept here

Bet and Alice arrived for lunch. Afterwards Bet went off for a hair do and Alice amused herself whilst I rested. Awly arrived for tea, Bet not till nearly 7, as she had met Hester for a talk. She left after supper to catch the 8.45 train back to Walton.

Pippa rang up at 9.30, just back from the W Indies.

Friday, 27 April

After lunch Alice and I went to Selfridges and later on Awly turned up to tea and took Alice over to Hester's who is going to look after her till she returns to school on Sunday.

Rang up Anne. She has a horrid cough but says it is better.

Week of 2 April 1951

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Monday, 2 April

47 Hamilton Terrace

Rang up Bet to send love and good wishes for their farm sale tomorrow.

Wednesday, 4 April

I met Alice at Paddington at 12.45 and Hester turned up a few minutes later with "Nigel", the CH farm student. They went off to lunch and a film before seeing Alice off to Walton on the Naze. Hester told me that the Farm Sale yesterday realised more than they had hoped for.

Thursday, 5 April

Hester turned up about 7 o'clock. She had been to the Inter Publis School seven-a-side at Richmond and has seen CH win. She felt very tired as there had been very little sleep for this past week.

Friday, 6 April

Hester rang me up this evening and told me that Madame Sorel had taken her on and she was to start work on Monday week.

Week of 26 March 1951

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Tuesday, 27 March

47 Hamilton Terrace

I received a letter from Dr Gossip this evening, enclosing the prescription I had asked for but saying that "I do not wish to act as a sort of inferior clerk to another doctor. I am asking the Executive Council to remove your name from my list". So what?

Thursday, 29 March

My birthday, 75 years old. Many family letters and a greetings wire from Reg, and a phone from Pont. The farm contract still not signed, though the sale is advertised for next Tuesday. Very disquieting!

Friday, 30 March

I rang up Bet and heard to my great relief that the farm contract is signed at last. Alice is staying a little longer at Studley.

Week of 19 March 1951

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Tuesday, 20 March

Elmhurst Farm - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Bet and Pont slept here

Reg took me to the 11.18 train. Arranged flowers till Bet and (unexpectedly) Pont turned up for a late lunch. Bet had a beastly head and lay down immediately afterwards with aspirin. Pont went off to investigate the labour market! I lay down completely loggo. Bet went to bed and Pont and I dined together.

Thursday, 22 March

Pont went back to Woodside Hospital and 10.30 and at 12 o'clock I went with Bet to Liverpool St to see her off by the 1 o'clock train to Halesworth. She was feeling much better. I bought and posted Easter eggs to Nicky and James, Sarah and Barnaby.

Week of 12 March 1951

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Monday, 12 March 1951

47 Hamilton Terrace

Went to Central Hall Westminster for a meeting sponsored by the National Peace Council, where I met Enid and Mabel, Vernon Bartlett in the chair. Speakers Barbara Castle MP, Viscount Hincingbroke MP, Cyril Osborne JP and Victor Gollancz. Most interesting.

Returned to find that Betty had been ringing me up.

Wednesday, 14 March

Awly arrived for high tea after which we went to the Royal Cinema to see The Prisoner of Zenda which we both liked immensely.

Sunday, 18 March

47 Hamilton Terrace - Elmhurst Farm

Mabel lunched with me and came down to Victoria and saw me off by 3.18 train to Horsham. It was pouring but cleared on arrival. Reg met me and gave me a great welcome, a lovely tea and violets in my bedroom.

Great talking, chiefly about AM's affairs.

Week of 5 March 1951

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Saturday, 10 March

47 Hamilton Terrace

Bet is in negotiation for a furnished house at Aldeburgh for April, and sounded cheered. I do hope she gets it.

Week of 26 February 1951

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Monday, 26 February

47 Hamilton Terrace

Anne and Sarah slept here

Anne and Sarah did some unsuccessful shopping in the morning as well as a haircut at Selfridge. After lunch they had better luck at Swiss Cottage and both got very nice shirts.

Tuesday, 27 February

Anne, Sarah and Bet slept here

I took Sarah over to Lady Wiles to collect children's books and afterwards we shopped in Clifton Road. Bet was expected to lunch but rang up to say her train was late and she was going straight to Woodside Hospital.

Awly turned up for tea and stayed for supper. Bet did not arrive till after 6. Bet found Pont very pleased with his surroundings and quite cheery.

Wednesday, 28 February

Anne, Sarah and Bet slept here

Bet took Sarah out shopping this morning and they saw the Changing of the Guard. Wilma arrived for an early lunch. Afterwards Bet went to Woodside and saw Dr Bartlett and afterwards Pont, returning in time for tea with Wilma and me.

Dr Bartlett is satisfied with Pont's progress but he will be in hospital for some weeks yet.

Thursday, 1 March

Anne, Sarah and Bet slept here

Bet went to the hospital after a very early lunch, and to my surprise brought Pont back with her for tea. Awly was already here and they all three went off to a film and supper at a Lyons Corner House.

Anne and Sarah went to tea with Lady Grattan-Doyle at Ealing - very dreary, I gather.

Week of 19 February 1951

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Monday, 19 February

47 Hamilton Terrace

Fine family post including a very interesting letter from Pips from Trinidad. Ruth Browning came to dine and I think enjoyed herself. Less uncontrolled than sometimes. Reg rang up; rather worried about Joan.

Wednesday, 21 February

Hester arrived about 12.30 and after lunch went to MacArthur for a hair do. We had meant to go go straight on to the Hagedorns but there was no-one in the house so Hester went straight to her cocktail party at Lexham Gardens, returning at 10 o'clock to fetch her things. She had enjoyed herself very much. Lord Normanby's secretary came to see me after lunch about a smell!!

Thursday, 22 February

Wilma slept here

Wilma arrived for lunch and afterwards went out shopping. She and Hester and Awly all turned up for a high tea at 4.30 and afterwards we went to the Curzon to see the Raimu film César, quite first class. Then we all came back to soup and Wilma rang up Betty about a job that Hester thinks she has got. All very exciting.

Week of 5 February 19511

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Thursday, 8 February

47 Hamilton Terrace

Awly slept here

Awly stayed in bed till after tea and then came downstairs. Her friend Gillian spent the evening here and played a lot on the piano. She is not very good!

I did a lot of letter writing. Felt tired. Reg rang up and sounded poorly. Mabel had a distressing morning at Deacon's re income tax on her lodgers.

We all seem for it.

Week of 29 January 1951

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Friday, 2 February

47 Hamilton Terrace

Awly came on from the Poly and spent the evening here. She looked very pretty in a bright green jacket which she had made out of a green dressing gown.

I rang up Bet. Barnaby is much better and she had had a cheerful message from Pont at Woodside. They think they have sold the farm with possession at Lady Day.

Saturday, 3 February

A prospective lodger from the W.O. (a Miss Clifford) came to see my rooms this evening. I liked her and I think she means to take the rooms, but she will let me know for certain on Monday. She is a friend of Diana Ross - Mabel's nice new lodger, who came out with her.

Week of 22 January 1952

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Wednesday, 24 January

47 Hamilton Terrace

Reg slept here

Reg and I went to the Duke of York's (front row stalls) to see Point of Departure. An outstanding play, with outstanding acting. We enjoyed ourselves tremendously, and we sat up late discussing it.

Friday, 26 January

Reg slept here

Awly came on from her work at the Poly and after tea we all went to the Edgware Rd Odeon to see All About Eve. Very greatly praised but not my film. Awly came back to supper. Rang up Bet and arranged that Awly should meet Alice at Liverpool St station tomorrow and bring her here for lunch.

Saturday, 27 January

Reg slept here

Reg went off for another walk in Epping Forest. Awly and Alice got here about 12.30 and Susan Fane joined us for lunch before leaving for the Hagedorns. We were a very cheerful four. Afterwards we all went to see Alice off at Paddington. She looks very delicate. Awly came back, and after my rest we had a very nice intimate talk over tea.

Week of 15 January 1951

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Monday, 15 January

47 Hamilton Terrace

Awly slept here

Bet rang up early to say that Alice was in bed with a temp and could not come up. Pont also ill. I managed to get in touch with Awly at the Polytechnic and met her later and gave her lunch at the Phoenix Snack Bar. She came to tea and then went on her own to the Scala as there were two stalls for Peter Pan. We had not been able to cancel them.

The Eagle Oil London agent rang up to say the Fleckers were still at Rotterdam as the San Amado had developed some fresh trouble. They hoped she would start tomorrow.

Week of 8 January 1951

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Monday, 8 January

47 Hamilton Terrace

Lil came to lunch. Later I took Erna to the LCC Institute to arrange about classes. Sulky devil!!

An evening of telephoning. Anne is in bed and the doctor says she would be mad to come up to town at present. So Bram will bring Sarah up tomorrow and Awly is going down tonight to look after Anne. I also rang up LHF. Pont is seedy, and no-one up to much, barring Hester.

Wednesday, 10 January

After lunch, I took Sarah to the Walt Disney film of Cinderella - a very poor show I thought. Rang up Awly this evening and heard a good account of Anne.

Thursday, 11 January

Nicky slept here

Sarah and Bram left immediately after breakfast. Nicky turned up soon after 4 o'clock and we had fried crumpets for tea.

Week of 2 January 1951

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Tuesday, 2 January

47 Hamilton Terrace

Pippa arrived for a very late luncheon before dashing off to Miss Runting. Philippa turned up later from Manchester. She had been in bed with a temp of 103 but did not look too badly. Oswald arrived soon after and took her to Victoria. In the evening I rang up Bet. Barnaby is still in the Halesworth hospital but better. Reg rang up. He is still running a temp but keeps going.

Wednesday, 3 January

The Hagedorns and Warwick Davies came to tea which we had i nthe dining room. Very pleasant and they greatly admired the house.

Friday, 5 January

Pippa rang up and told me that Philippa who has been having four hourly does of M & B is better, and the doctor is hopeful that she can start tomorrow on the 1st lap of their West Indian tour.

Saturday, 6 January

Pippa and Philippa arrived at 4 o'clock, Philippa still looking far from well and not able to eat any of the nice tea I had prepared for them.

Oswald arrived at 5 o'clock with a taxi and took them off to Fenchurch St Station en route for Tilbury where they board a boat for Rotterdam. I am afraid they will have a tossing.

Week of 25 December 1950

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Monday, 25 December

47 Hamilton Terrace

Mabel slept here

Dry, cold and rather foggy. Mabel went to the 9.30 Communion and St Martin's and stayed for the second service, returning in time for lunch quite exhausted. I went to both services at St John's.

Erica? lunched with us. Quite a passable meal! Mabel and I had our presents afterwards and then we all three listened to the King.

Tuesday, 26 December

Mabel slept here

After lunch Mabel and I went to the Piccadilly Theatre to see His Excellency - Reggie's present to me. We were both disappointed and could not hear very well from the 9th row.

Thursday, 28 December

Many letters including one from Bet to say Alice had been in Halesworth Hospital for the past week with ear trouble, but had had the time of her life and was returning tomorrow.

Saturday, 30 December

I lunched with Lil and met the Hagerdorns - very pleasant and heard a lot about the room they are going to let to Hester and Susan. Stayed with Lil till after tea and saw a glimpse of the very nice-looking lodger, Miss Gas, who is moving into the room next week.

Week of 18 December 1950

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Tuesday, 19 December

47 Hamilton Terrace

Alice arrived after 11 and Awly soon afterwards. She had loved the CH dance. They both went down by the 4.54 train to Halesworth - a very nice-looking CH boy saw them off to the station. Enid came to tea. Old Mrs Howson brought a suitcase of wine for Pont.

Sunday, 24 December

Mabel slept here

I went to church but Mabel did not feel up to it. I did not go out of doors at all. Erica? lit up her little Christmas tree and we gave her her presents. She was rather homesick till Swiss Betty came round and cheered her up.

Week of 11 December 1950

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Monday, 11 December 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

Hester and Awly slept here

I stayed in bed till tea time when Awly arrived. Hester got here about 7 o'clock and Susan Fane soon afterwards and we had quite a jolly supper only I felt very tired.

Saturday, 16 December

Awly slept here

Arctic cold. I shopped in Clifton Rd, Awly in Oxford St. After lunch Awly went down to Liverpool St to collect 3 boxes of eggs from Bet for family distribution. For the rest of the day we huddled over the fire.

Sunday, 17 December

Awly slept here

Heavy fall of snow during the night. Hamilton Terrace thick and white. Awly and Erna went to Farm St for High Mass. We listened in to the Carol Service from Christ's Hospital.

Week of 27 November 1950

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Monday, 27 November

47 Hamilton Terrace

I shopped at Peter Jones and gave Hester lunch up at the Restaurant. Came back to rest and after tea taught Erna to cook a kipper, and after supper gave her an English lesson. She is much brighter today, and went to a class.

Week of 13 November 1950

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Thursday, 16 November

47 Hamilton Terrace

A horrible day and I felt ghastly, but had an early lunch and rest and then braved the weather and bussed to tea with Lil. She also looked a worm. What a family we are!

Friday, 17 November

A much nicer day, but I didn't feel any more life in me! Lunched with Alice Parsons at Durrants Hotel, George St and enjoyed meeting her, but I could see she was rather aghast at my appearance!

Durrants Hotel

Week of 6 November 1950

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Monday, 6 November

46 Hamilton Terrace

Stayed in bed all day and saw very little of the family who were out and about. Awly's half-term at Polytechnic so she was able to help Bet.

Thursday, 9 December

Dr St Aubyn came at 10.30 and found my blood pressure just a little better which under the adverse circumstances he thought satisfactory. Refused to let me lunch downstairs with Bram and Anne who arrived soon after 10 o'clock from the Law Courts. Bram's case turned down. I thought they both looked well and nice.

Saturday, 11 November

Hildegard left at 9 o'clock for her day at Eastbourne. Awly and Gillian turned up at 11.30 to look after me, and did my shopping, prepared lunch, etc. Rested all the afternoon during which Awly and G inspected a flat nearby and went to see Sunset Boulevard in Edgware Road. We all had an early supper together after which they went back to the convent.

Week of 30 October 1950

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Tuesday, 31 October

47 Hamilton Terrace

Woke feeling very exhausted so decided to stay in bed till the evening. Got up just in time for Awly who arrived for tea, and Hester turned up an hour later. Had a most pleasant evening with them and felt the better for it.

Friday, 3 November

47 Hamilton Terrace - Arnold Hotel, Brighton

Fine day. I woke very tired and had a non-stop time arranging everything for Betty and family's arrival tomorrow. Caught 4 o'clock train from Victoria to Brighton. Hildegard came with me to the station with my suitcase. Rather appalled at the type of hotel and my room but am lucky to have it to myself. Dinner at 6.30 - quite good - afterwards opening lectures from Eric and Mary Macaulay. I was too exhausted to do justice to them.

Arnold House

Saturday, 4 November

Arnold House Hotel, Brighton

Bet, Pont, Hester, Awly, Alice, Barnaby and John all slept here.

Slept well but woke up quite dead to the world. Lectures all morning, quite first class. I did not attend the study group but walked down to the front instead. Rested all afternoon, healing from GH and MM in the evening. The authentic GH at his best. But I was crushingly tired. Hotel a very Butlin affair.

Sunday, 5 November

Arnold House, Brighton - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Bet, Pont, Hester, Alice, Barnaby and John all slept here, but not Awly

After the morning session (very good again) I went and sat at the end of the West Pier. In the afternoon, the wind-up session and then I caught the 4.25 train before reaching home before 6 o'clock.

Everyone out barring Hildegard, but Bet and family (with the excepton of Pont and Awly who had gone to a film) turned up about 7 o'clock. A happy evening except for my tiredness.

Week of 16 October 1950

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Saturday, 21 October

47 Hamilton Terrace

Hester and friend slept here

Hester and Anne were out all day, returning about 11 o'clock. Anne had had no luck in finding a job.

Sunday, 22 October

Hester and Anne Dagliesh slept here

Hester and Anne sat with me in the morning which I enjoyed, and after lunch departed for the rest of the day.

Week of 2 October 1950

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Monday, 2 October

47 Hamilton Terrace

Dr Schoch left for Bournemouth this morning. I felt very tired and stayed in bed till teatime. Hester and Awly spent the evening here, late tea and early supper, and were in yproarious form.

Wednesday, 4 October

Wilma slept here

Fine and mild. I shopped in the morning and had my hair waved. Wilma arrived at 12.30 and we lunched and wamled round the garden. Then I rested whilst she went to Peter Jones and saw Hester!

Back to tea where she met Geraldine Noyes who stayed for an early supper. Afterwards we (Wilma and I) went to the Mercury Theatre to see L'Enfant Prodigue. Very well done, but rather tedious.

Friday, 6 October

Dr Schoch slept here

I went to S Ken to get my velvet hat from Jane Morris and saw Enid and Mabel for a few minutes. Rested in the afternoon. Hildegard and I had an early supper together then bussed down (accompanied by Swiss Betty) to the Albert Hall where we found Awly and Gillian de Winton in Alice Parson's box. The concert was given by Elizabeth Schumann and Szigelle (violonist). Both fine artists but such an unsuitable hall.

Sunday, 8 October

Dr Schoch slept here

Hester, Awly and Gillian came out for tea afterwards. A and G played the piano whilst I walked with Mabel up to the 74 bus.

Week of 25 September 1950

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Friday, 29 September

47 Hamilton Terrace

Dr Schoch slept here

Awly arrived for tea after her work at the Polytechnic, and stayed for supper. Thoroughly enjoyed herself and so did I. She was in great looks. We rang up old Bet.

Week of 18 September 1950

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Monday, 18 September

Cliffside Hotel, Woolacombe Bay

Weather much better but still cold and stormy. We walked on the beach before lunch qnd in the afternoon had tea at Watersmeet Hotel and then walked on to Morthoe church - a very steep climb. Very old church and very interesting.

Watersmeet Hotel

Wednesday, 20 September

Weather wretched and we are half inclined to cutting our holiday short and returning Friday, but later decided to stick it out. In the afternoon bussed into Ilfracombe to see Odette which Mabel had never seen. We were thankful to get out of the wind!

I didn't like Ilfracombe

Friday, 22 September

Weather worse again, blowing hard and tremendous showers. Eve came in the car and fetched us back to lunch. Negley in a very nice and pleasant mood and gave both Mabel and me an autographed copy of his Sons of Noah. Eve and I walked on their beach and she showed me where the Hollians ? lived. Afterwards she drove us round by Shaunton Sands to Braunton where I bought some dishes at the Pottery and home to tea.

Saturday, 23 September

Cliffside Hotel - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Mabel slept here

Wind dropped at last and less cold but very overcast and rain was falling when we left Morthoe at 10.50. A very comfortable journey and we got back to tea and a welcoming Hildegard. Her brother arrived this morning and has got a room in Sutherland Avenue. We rang up Enid and Lil.

Sunday, 24 September

47 Hamilton Terrace

Mabel slept here

Awly came to lunch and stayed till after tea. A delightful girl. Very pleased with her work and her hostel. Mabel went and had tea with Enid.

Dr Schock (Hildegard's brother) is going to have his meals here.

Week of 11 September 1950

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Saturday 16 September47 Hamilton Terrace Cliffside Hotel, Woolacombe BayA lovely morning for my start Hildegard and I trained to Waterloo and I caught the 10.50 to Morthoe. Mabel met me at Salisbury. We reached Morthoe station at 4.30. Staggered out in the teeth of the equinox gale. Had tea and unpacked and I went out on the front for a few minutes but the wind was too much for me. our rooms are very small and the lighting is bad but the sea view magnificent. Mabel spoke to Enid and Eve on the telephone. we had a very good supper.Sunday 17 September Cliffside Hotel, Woolacombe Baywe woke to a raging storm but had both had good nights. Went to morning service at Woolacombe Church. Very dead alive. After lunch Enid and Eve came over and drove us back to the Grey House where we had tea. I was delighted with it and Negley was very affable.

Week of 24 July 1950

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Monday, 24 July

47 Hamilton Terrace

Hester slept here

I met Mabel at the Plane Tree Restaurant opposite the YWCA and had an early lunch before going to a meeting on Korea organised by the Peace Council. Very interesting speeches of all shades of opinion but very noisy Communist interruptions. Enid feeling poorly with a tired heart.

Tuesday, 25 July

47 Hamilton Terrace - Lower Hall Farm

A busy morning packing and getting food and presents for LHF. Hester was most helpful. Hildegard came with me to the station to carry some of my luggage. Hester and I lunched in the train and Bet and Awly met us at Halesworth in the car. We got back in time for tea. It had turned into a lovely evening, and it was very interesting meeting everyone and making friends with Barnaby and John.

But I felt very tired.

Wednesday, 26 July

Lower Hall Farm

Delightfully happy household and I am well pleased with all my grandchildren. Bet's short hair is a great improvement.

Thursday, 27 July

In the afternoon we picked up John at his school and went to Walberswick where Bet, Hester, Awly and Alice bathed, and John and I paddled - very pleasant.

Friday, 28 July

Lower Hall Farm - 47 Hamilton Terrace

In the afternoon B et drove me into Halesworth and Awly and Alice came too. I got up to Liverpool St at 6.48 and Hildegard met me there and we bussed home together.

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Saturday, 15 July

47 Hamilton Terrace

Anne and Sarah slept here

Anne, Sarah and I went to Covent for the New York City ballet. We all enjoyed it. Bram took us there by car.

After supper he drove us down to the Horse Guard Parade ground for the Tattoo, which I enjoyed though it was a great crowd and we did not see much. Later Anne and Bram went on to Mr Whittle's flat and she was not back till nearly 2 o'clock! Her neuralgia has gone at last.

A very showery St Swithin!!

Sunday, 16 July

Anne took Sarah to High Mass at Westminster Cathedral and I went to matins at St John's Wood. Bram came to lunch and they left in the car at 2.30. They all enjoyed their time here and so did I, but Anne's neuralgia spoilt it a lot.

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Monday, 12 June

47 Hamilton Terrace

Enid slept here!!

I went down to Wigmore St in the morning and got information about school camps for Joan. Also her birthday present and my tea ration. Alice and Zelie Morris turned up about 12 o'clock and we had an early lunch and some music and gardening, and then Hildegard took them to Paddington to catch the 2.55 train to Newbury. I had tea with Stella Wiles and then Enid turned up for supper. It started to rain so she has decided to spend the night.

A nice day and I felt well.

Week of 5 June 1950

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Tuesday, 6 June

Troughend - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Bram drove me in to Colchester station to catch the 10.37 train to London, and we picked up Anne who had gone earlier on the school bus to have a tooth out. I got back to find all well, and a delightful cold lunch prepared by Hilde. Rested all afternoon.

Went to Iona Centre in the evening for MM's lecture on adolescence. Very good.

Friday, 9 June

47 Hamilton Terrace

Reg slept here

Reg turned up about 4 o'clock and we had a pleasant couple of hours and a light meal before starting off for the New Theatre to see The Cocktail Party by T.S. Eliot. We neither of us liked Rex Harrison who takes the psychiatrist's part but we were very interested in the play.

Saturday, 10 June

After lunch I went to Langley Rise by Green Line Coach and had tea with Maud Everett in her little cottage, and afterwards sat out in the garden with Audrey and Winnie Steevens. Later had a nice time with Miss Jörgensen. Reached home laden with flowers about 8.

Week of 29 May 1950

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Saturday, 3 June

47 Hamilton Terrace - Troughend

A lovely day. I packed in the morning and then went to the monthly meditation taken by Miss Lindo as Miss Dunlop is not yet back from Austria. Hilde came with me to Liverpool Street Station to help me with my luggage and I caught the 3.48 train to Colchester where Anne and Sarah met me in their car! A 20-year old Austin 14 hp.

Great excitement as Sarah had had her plaits off and also had heard that she had passed her primary ballet test with honours. Gerald Bourne came over for supper. I went to bed early, very tired.

Sunday, 4 June

Troughend

Terribly hot and thundery, and Anne and I felt worn to a frazzle. She took Sarah to Nayland for mass in the car. In the evening Bram took us for a very pleasant drive round by Higham, Stoke etc. etc. Everything would have been nice if I hadn't felt so exhausted.

Week of 22 May 1950

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Wednesday, 24 May 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

I rested till Mr Perry Gore (?) came to tea. Most interesting. He told me all about the film of The Murder in the Cathedral which is being made in one of his disused churches. He himself is one of the Supers and T.S. Eliot is taking the part of one of the Templars.

Saturday, 27 May

In the afternoon I went to the National Gallery to see a private collection of pictures which is leaving for the States for 2 years next week. Rubens, Rembrandt, Franz Hals, Van Dyck, Gainsborough, Romney, Lawrence, Money, Manet, Renoir, Fragonard.

Week of 15 May 1950

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Wednesday, 17 May

47 Hamilton Terrace

Bet slept here

Bet breakfasted in bed and then went off to inspect the Polytechnic for Awly (and perhaps Hester) next autumn. Pleased with what she saw. She got back about tea time and we have had an awfully nice evening together.

Thursday, 18 May

Bet slept here

Bet went off after breakfast and did not come back till 8 o'clock. She had met Pippa at the Curzon to see the Marx Brothers. They liked it very much. Pips had supper here and caught the last train back to CH; I had been to Mr Butler and had my teeth out by injection. He only gave me half strength and I did not feel so badly off as last time.

Week of 1 May 1950

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Friday, 5 May

47 Hamilton Terrace

In the afternoon went to the Curzon Cinema to see Bicycle Thieves and the Marx Brothers. I was rather disappointed.

Hildegard's Polish friend Mrs Karboska spent the evening here and I had them in the drawing room, and gave them each a cigarette.

Week of 24 April 1950

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Tuesday, 25 April

47 Hamilton Terrace

Awly and Alice and Zelee Morris (the 11 year-old head girl at Alice's school) came to lunch. Afterwards Awly took the children to Paddington to seethem off to their school and then went on to Liverpool St to catch her school train for Chelmsford.

Saturday, 29 April

Reg rang up to say he was flush (fluish?) and would not be able to come up for the Murphy wedding today. Of course I did not care to go without him. In fact I did not stir out of doors and spent all the morning in bed. I felt pretty mouldy but better in the evening. I gave Hildegard an English lesson after supper.

Week of 17 April 1950

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Monday, 17 April

47 Hamilton Terrace

Hester slept here

Shopped energetically in the morning and bought grey cardigan and jumper in Wigmore St. Hester turned up before lunch - very nice and well turned out but not looking very strong. After lunch she bussed down to Victoria to buy a prayer book for Alice's First Communion. H then had her haircut before going ot meet the Harter girls at the Globe Theatre.

Tuesday, 18 April

Hester slept here

Hester and I shopped in the morning and got Awly a nice birthday frock. I did not go out again but she met Julie Guyatt and a school friend at Leicester Square and saw the Danny Kaye film The Inspector General which they greatly liked. They came back for supper which they prepared themselves as Hildegard had gone to Hamlet.

Sunday, 23 April

I dod not go to church but came down and sowed parsley seed in the garden after tea. Hildegard took a Norwefgian friend to Kew Gardens but it was too cold to be pleasant.

Sarah's birthday. She is 7 and I rang her up to give her my good wishes. Anne off colour with neuralgia. They have bought a 20 year old Austin at the market!!

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Wednesday, 29 March 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

A cold sunless day. My birthday. Aged 74! All my children and sisters had remembered me with letters and presents and Bet phoned me in the evening with a much better account of them all.

Reg left early. Pips and Nicky came to lunch and brought charming flowers. Mabel came to tea, looking terribly tired. I felt very well.

Saturday, 1 April

I went to Miss Dunlop's 2 meditations and had a picnic lunch in the Park between the two but it was too cold to be pleasant. Brought back Phyllis Stevens and Maud Wethered with me, but only Maud could stay for tea. Christa was away all day with Geraldine for the Boat Race and Kew Gardens.

Week of 20 March 1950

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Wednesday, 22 March

47 Hamilton Terrace

Eve came to lunch and afterwards put some catmint which Lady Fyfe had given me into the garden. We then went to Clifton Nurseries where I ordered some manure and Brompton Stocks.

Rang up Bet and got a much better report of them all. In the evening listened in to Portrait of James Joyce. An outstanding production.

Sunday, 26 March

I felt very tired and wavered about going to the Albert Hall to hear the Bach Chior in St Matthew's Passion, but I am very glad I did and felt less tired after than before. Annette McClintock with a man friend, Mrs Crawford and an unknown woman were the four others in Alice Parson's box. I lunched at a S. Ken restaurant between the morning and afternoon sessions.

Week of 13 March 1950

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47 Hamilton Terrace

Tuesday, 14 March

Pippa and Oswald slept here

Worked at Iona in the morning. Lunched with Lil. She had been out but still looks very poorly. Rested and had tea upstairs where I interviewed Hildergarde Schoch and have engaged her from April 6th subject to reference!!

Pippa and Oswald turned up about 6 o'clock after seeing Philippa inter her train for Seaford. They had been to Buck House to Oswald's CBE and then to see Travellers Joy.

Rang up Bet. She is better but she thinks all the rest of the family has got it.

Thursday, 16 March

I worked at Iona, lunched with Enid and Eve, sat with Lil, and came back here for tea. Rang up Bet. She is up and about. Hester has been very ill with nose bleeding etc. but is better tonight. The four little boys all pretty miserable.

Friday, 17 May

I shopped in Oxford St in the morning, bought red slacks for Wuff's birthday in May and some chocolate Easter eggs. Felt very tired in the afternoon and rested till Margaret Thompson and children arrived. They had to leave before Mabel turned up for tea. She stayed for supper and gave me her story to read. Very well written though very slight.

Week of 6 March 1950

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Monday, 6 March

47 Hamilton Terrace

Christa went off after breakfast to see the State Opening of Parliament and I went to Iona but no-one was there so I did not stay long. In the afternoon I saw a German girl who may possibly come to me when Christa leaves on April 8th. She seems nice but nothing is settled. I then went to Burlington House to see the French pictures for the third and last time. I had tea there and then heard a lecture on Cézanne. Very good.

On my return I heard that Hester had rung up to say that Bet had measles. I phoned later but could only speak to Mary.

Tuesday, 7 March

In the evening I rang up Lower Hall Farm and spoke to Hester. Bet is feeling very ill with a temperature of 104 but the doctor who saw her today says there are no complications. It appears that Pont is the only one of the family who has had measles.

Thursday, 9 March

47 Hamilton Terrace - Troughend

Felt exhausted when I left to catch the 3.48 train to Colchester but revived after some tea in the train. Anne had sent a taxi for me. All looking well except Bram who has a cold and a headache. Lots of improvements to the cottage but the financial position pretty grim. Phoned LHF. Bet had not had such a good day.

Saturday, 11 March

Troughend

We bussed into the market where Bram was displaying his wares. No orders alas. Then on to see Sarah at her ballet class. Then a picnic lunch outside the castle. Got home about 3 o'clock.

Sunday, 12 March

Phoned Bet who sounded a lot better, but Hester has now got it! Offered to go and lend a hand tomorrow but was turned down! Dick and Daphne Pemberton came to tea.

Week of 27 February 1950

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Tuesday, 28 February 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

Reg better and left for Folkestone this morning but I had a phone this evening to say he had gone on to Dover. I worked with Mary Macaulay this morning - then lunched with Mabel, and after a short rest we went to Leicester Square to see The Blue Lamp - Reggie's present to us. Very good.

Got home about 6.30.

Wednesday, 1 March

D. Ellinger turned up about 6 o'clock, and after a pleasant meal, she, Christa and I bussed to the Albert Hall where we found Audrey Wethered and Ruth Browning already in Alice Parson's box. The London Philharmonic Orchestra conducted by Sir Thomas Beecham in a Mozart-Haydn-Dvorak programme. Very pleasing.

Sunday, 5 March

Went to St Pauls where Alan Paton, author of Cry the Beloved Country, was preaching. Very interesting but rather a strain to hear as the whole centre of the cathedral was reserved for students.

Week of 20 February 1950

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Tuesday, 21 February 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

Spent the morning in the Impressionist Rooms at the French Landscape Exhibition in Burlington House. Met Mab there. Asked her to come with me to the Albert Hall next week. She took me to munch with here at a little restaurant nearby.

In the evening I took Christa to an election meeting for the Liberal candidate. Pretty dull.

Thursday, 23 February

Polling Day

I voted about midday - Francis Thompson came with me.

Reg and Aline turned up at 6.15 and we had a light meal before starting off (by car) to the Aldwych Theatre to see Vivien Leigh in A Streetcar Named Desire. Magnificent acting, but very grim though it did not justify the storm against it when it was produced.

Friday, 24 February

Worked at Iona for a couple of hours before lunching with Mabel. Enid looked in afterwards and I came back for tea and have been listening in to electioneering results.

Week of 13 February 1950

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Saturday, 18 February 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

I got up for breakfast (I have done this ever since I came back from Reg) and then did my weekend shopping at Clifton Rd. Mabel came to lunch and afterwards we went to the Royal Institute Galleries to see the National Society's exhibiton of pictures. Maud Wethered who is a member was exhibiting 5 watercolours, and had sent me a card. They were not very inspiring.

Week of 6 February 1950

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Monday, 6 February

47 Hamilton Terrace

I think I lunched with Mabel, but am not quite sure! Yes, I'm sure I did, and met Peggy something, a friend of Pamela's.

Tuesday, 7 February

Pippa and Oswald slept here

A lovely day. Bram arrived at 12.30 and we lunched together and he seems more hopeful about his carpentering venture. Pips turned up just before he left. She went to Willesden to the lost dog's home but she could not find a suitable one. Later, we went down to the New Gallery to see the film The Third Man. Very good. Oswald turned up soon after 10 o'clock. He was struggling with an attack of flu.

Friday, 10 February

I got down to the Iona Centre at 10.45 am and worked with Mary Macaulay for a couple of hours stamping the current issue of the Newsletter.

Saturday, 11 February

47 Hamilton Terrace - Elmhurst Farm

Came down to Horsham on 3.18 train. Reg met me and gave me a lovely warm welcome which included cyclamans in my bedroom.

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Thursday, 2 February 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

Audrey Everett came to lunch and rested in the spare room till after 6 o'clock. Very nice and easy. Christa and I started off in pouring rain to Albert Hall but fortunately found a taxi at the bottom of Hall Rd.

We two plus Warwick Davies, Geraldine Noyes and Margot Osborne filled Alice Parson's box. A Beethoven-Brahms programme played by the Philharmonia Orchestra conducted by Galliera.

Week of 23 January 1950

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Monday 23 January 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

Convalescent and came downstairs about 12 o'clock. Eve came to lunch with me and was a capital tonic.

Miss Raymond is engaged to be married and has given in her notice at the hospital so I shall be needing a new lodger in about a month's time.

Wednesday, 25 January

I have begun to practise again lately.

Saturday, 28 January

In the evening Olivia Raymond came up and introduced her fiancée Ivan Buchanan. We had drinks and cigarettes. Very pleasant.

Sunday, 29 January

Christa had a friend (Fraulein Leise) to lunch and brought her back in the evening.They had been to Burlingotn House and had had tea at the Ritz.

Week of 9 January 1950

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Monday, 9 January 1950

47 Hamilton Terrace

Shufie? Thompson came to tea and stayed for over two hours. Rather more talk than I care for.

Tuesday, 10 January

Nicky slept here

Nicky turned up soon after 12 and we had an early lunch and then bussed to Empress Hall to see Cinderella on Ice - a really first class show. After dinner we listened to The Lady with the Lamp which Nicky really enjoyed.

Wednesday, 11 January

Nicky and I shopped in Oxford St and then she went to my dentist. After lunch I saw her off at Paddington by the 2.15 train. She was very controlled but I think felt a bit low.

In the evening I went to the carol recital at St John's Wood Chapel. It was very good.

Saturday, 14 January

Heard from Bet this morning that Pont had been taken ill on Wednesday night with violent pain, vomiting etc and had been taken by ambulance to Halesworth Hospital, but was better when she wrote. I rang up this evening and got a much better account.

Philippa is staying in town with Lady Reading and came and had tea with me in the afternoon.

Week of 1 January 1950

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Sunday, 1 January

47 Hamilton Terrace

A very exhausted waking. I dragged myself to morning service but did not stay for the Communion. Hardly felt up to going to the carols at the Oratory but Dr St Aubyn is very keen that I should make more effort; so I did go and was none the worse. In fact, on coming back the depression lifted for a bit, but only for a short time. Mabel is in bed with flu.

Monday, 2 January

Pippa and Oswald slept here

Slept well but woke terribly tired. Dr St Aubyn came at 12 o'clock. He is certain that I am leading a wrong sort of life and must get fresh interests, a job if I can. Nothing is wrong organically.

Pippa arrived at 2.30 and we had a very happy time together. Oswald followed about 4 o'clock and was very pleasant. I felt much better. They had high tea and went to the theatre.

Tuesday, 3 January

Oswald slept here

I spent the morning trying unsuccessfully to get a plaid skirt for Awly, but I found one in the afternoon at Owles and Beaumont on my way to Mabel to give her her tea.

Friday, 6 January

Christa Senftleben arrived in the afternoon and we had tea together. I thought she seemed very nice and promises very well. She made me a very good omelette.

Iwent for a walk after tea, coming back by the canal. I enjoyed it and definitely felt better.

Saturday, 7 January

Christa is doing well, but her cooking is much more limited than I had gathered.

Sunday, 8 January

Christa is doing very well and is very pleasant and friendly.

Week of 26 December 1949

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Monday, 26 December 1949

1 Pelham Place

Busy in morning helping Mabel with her Boxing Day lunch to which Lil is coming. Gertrude is quite inadequate and we should fare badly if it were not for Winnie in the basement. Bet's cockerel was excellent.

Thursday 29 December

47 Hamilton Terrace

Slept well and felt better. Went to Mrs Lines registry in the morning and interviewed a Mrs Murray who came to see me in the afternoon but her reference was quite unsatisfactory.

Later, Lines sent me a German girl - Christa Senftleven - aged 35 - and I have engaged her to come next Tuesday. I liked her very much. She speaks excellent English.

Friday, 30 December

Got a batch of family letters describing their Christmasses. No casualties thank goodness.

Saturday, 31 December

A lot of New Year telephoning in the evening.

Week of 28 November 1949

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Tuesday, 29 November

47 Hamilton Terrace

Reg slept here

Went to the Hyde Park Hotel for a tea party given by Alice Parsons and her sister Rose McClintock. Wore my diamond brooch which I had got out from the bank with some other jewellery. It was all well done but a bit dull.

Wednesday, 30 November

Reg slept here

Daphne Pemberton came in after lunch for an hour. A pc from Anne this morning to say that she had got mumps, but she is not in bed. I sent her down a couple of books from Harrods. Rang up this evening and had a talk with Bram.

Friday, 2 December

47 Hamilton Terrace - Elfinsward, Haywards Heath

Bussed down to Victoria and met Lil and travelled down to Haywards Heath by the 4.25 train. Had tea in the Pullman Car. Met the Stevens and Wethered sisters from Langley Rise. Met Eric and Mrs Macaulay before dinner. Afterwards very good lectures from both.

Saturday, 3 December

Elfinsward, Haywards Heath

GH came for drinks in Lil's bedroom before supper. He and MM had given excellent lectures. After dinner we had a dancing recital by Peggy Rowlands; mostly negro spirituals.

Sunday, 4 December

Elfinsward - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Eric at his very best this morning. MM too. Lil has received many bouquets (metaphorically).

We all travelled up by the 5.14 train. Lil unfortunately left her purse with all its belongings on the platform at Haywards Heath which meant delay at Victoria. But she got it back and I was able to finance her.

Week of 21 November 1949

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Thursday, 24 November 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

In the evening attended Olivia Raymond's cocktail party down below. She made a charming hostess and I met some nice people but I was too tired to enjoy it.

Saturday, 26 November

I bussed down to South Ken in the morning and got some jewellery out of the bank, took it to Hardy for re-evaluation, fetched my new hat from Jane Morris, bought my 1950 diary from Harrods, etc. etc.

Felt very tired and unreasonably depressed. Rang up Troughend in the evening and spoke to Anne and Bram. All well.

Week of 7 November 1949

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Monday, 7 November 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

Reg slept here

Reg lunched out and came back to tea but could not let himself in as he had not got a key, so rang up Lil and I told him where my cache key was.

Tuesday, 8 November

Reg slept here

Mary Taylor brought her friend Kitty Bourke and they worked together, and I arranged for Kitty to come again tomorrow as the other string to my bow. Mrs Doherty had failed to ring me up.

Reg and I dined at the Euston Hotel.

Friday, 11 November

Reg slept here

Reg hired an alliance car and we drove down in style to the Prince of Wales to see Harvey. Excellent

Saturday, 12 November

Reg and Bram slept here

Reg was out for lunch and then Bram turned up about 7.30. He and Reg had not met before. Everyone tired and evening a bit sticky.

Sunday, 13 November

Pips and Bram slept here

Quite a lot to do with Bram staying till tomorrow. He left after lunch to go down to his mother in Ashtead, and Reg left soon after to go back to the farm.

Came back in time for supper which we cooked in the kitchen. Afterwards he went out to see a friend so did not meet Pips who arrived soon after, and we both went ot bed, tired. She was looking very pretty.

Week of 31 October 1949

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Monday, 31 October 1949

Studley Priory

Bet, Hester, Awly and Alice went to Oxford, Bet and Alice returning for lunch. Hester and Awly stayed behind for shopping and a film and did not return till after 6 o'clock.

Tuesday, 1 November

Studley Priory - 47 Hamilton Terrace

The Capel-Dunn family and I had a car to Oxford leaving immediately after breakfast. They all went by bus to Newbury to leave Alice back at school. I trained up to Paddington, getting home just before 1 o'clock.

The first fire in the drawing room. Also kitchen boiler. Very cold

Week of 17 October 1949

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Friday, 21 October 1949
47 Hamilton Terrace - Troughend
Caught 3.48 train down to Colchester where Anne and Sarah met me and
we taxied out to Troughend where Bram had a welcome fire burning and
tea ready. All three very well and welcoming.
Saturday, 22 October
Troughend
Horrified to hear of the position with the Holgates!
Rested most of the afternoon, read aloud to Sarah after tea and taught
her her Roman figures. What a live wire!

Week of 24 October 1949

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Monday, 24 October
Troughend - 47 Hamilton Terrace
Ellen rang me up in the morning to say that her sister had changed her
mind and was not coming to me, and that she herself was leaving that
day before I returned!! No explanation!
I caught a 2.18 train up and returned to an empty house. Had to dash
down to Clifton Rd and get bread before the shops shut. Taxied to
Paddington after tea and arranged for Mary Taylor to come in for a
coiple of hours' cleaning tomorrow. A lot of telephoning. I felt tired
and low.
Tuesday, 25 October
Went to get bus tickets foor Hester to Newbury, and for Bet and Awly
and self for Oxford.
Thursday, 27 October
Hester slept here
Hester arrived after lunch. Went to Marius at the Curzon which she
enjoyed. Went to supper with the Harters in their flat in Chelsea.
Friday, 28 October
Bet and Awly slept here
Hester went off soon after 8 o'clock. Lil came to early lunch to help
me eat Bet's cold duck.
I have let my room to a very nice American - Olivia Ranond? -
indirectly through Alice Parsons, and she is coming next Thursday. No
maid yet.
Saturday, 29 October
47 Hamilton Terrace - Studley Priory
Bet and I met Awly at Victoria and caught the 10.30 coach to Oxford. A
cheery journey and we got up here in time for a late and very good
lunch. Afterwards I rested till teatime.
House quite full. Hester had enjoyed her dance last night and was out
cubbing today. Awly in very good looks and spirits. Alice improved by
school but still looks delicate to me.
I am in the former servants' wing (Evenlode) which I always like.
Sunday, 30 October
Studley Priory
Had a splendid night and woke to the most gorgeous day. Hester and
Awly rode, and Bet and I took Jenny and Alice for a walk.
In the afternoon Wilma and I went out and saw her livestock in the
gardens. Very interesting.

Week of 26 September 1949

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Monday, 26 September 1949
25 Seaview, Bacton
A lovely day and we all bussed to Norwich where we lunched at Curat's House and then separated, meeting again at the bus station.
Mabel and I spent most of our time in the Cathedral, very lovely.
Tuesday, 27 September
In the afternoon Mabel and I walked to Happisburgh along the beach, much further than we expected and back by bus.
Wilma arrived soon after 6 o'clock. I had gone down to meet her but she came by taxi. We had drinks at the King's Arms.
Wednesday, 28 September
We bussed to Cromer and lunched at the Regency Hotel. Wilma and I paddled, Mabel sat on the pier. Home for tea.
Ellen biked to Yarmouth. Wilma and I had drinks at the Duke of Edinburgh.
Thursday, 29 September
Sea View, Bacton - 47 Hamilton Terrace
A rush to leave the bungalow clean and tidy before our 10 o'clock start to N Walsham. I felt poorly after a bad night so Wilma phoned Anne to cancel our plan to look in at Troughend en route. Wilma left us at Norwich and we reached London to find none of our luggage was on the train. It did not turn up till after 7 o'clock.
Mabel and I spent our time in the Station Hotel - tea, reading and telephoning. Very tired when we finally got back about 8 o'clock. Pips rang up. She is off to Eggardon tomorrow for apple picking.
Saturday, 1 October
47 Hamilton Terrace
Went to the morning meditations at 15 Gordon Place. Rested in the afternoon and went to the Mahler concert at the Albert Hall conducted by Bruno Walter.
I gave Warwick Davies my other ticket in Alice Parson's box. The remaining seats were occupied by three young men who were very pleasant and interesting. None the worse though very tired.

Week of 19 September 1949

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Monday, 19 September
47 Hamilton Terrace
Bet and Alice slept here
Pips, Nicky, Bet and Alice all arrived in time for lunch. Pips saw Nicky off at Paddington by the 2.15 train for her first term. Bets and Alice went with them and they all shopped together afterwards, coming back for tea after which Pips went off to catch the 5.30 train home. I then went up to Cricklewood garage to try and retrieve my new shopping back left with mushrooms in No. 16 bus. No luck. Then Rose Richardson turned up and we stayed on the loggia till supper time.
Tuesday, 20 September
Bet slept here
Bet and Alice left at 11 o'clock and called on AM before going to Walton St where they were being driven down to Alice's school.
Bet got back for a late supper. She had left Alice at Goodings. Rather weepy but Bet was delighted with the school.
Thursday, 22 September
47 Hamilton Terrace - Bacton
Met Mabel and Ellen at Liverpool St station and caught the 12.30 train to N Walsham which we reached at 4 o'clock in pouring rain. We were rather horrified at Miss ?'s bungalow at first sight but it is not really bad, though very ugly. Ellen cooked a nice supper and is most efficient and we went to bed early.
Friday, 23 September
25 Seaview, Bacton
In the afternoon we took a 4 o'clock bus to Mundesley which we greatly enjoyed. Mabel hired a bike for Ellen and she went to Cromer on it.
Sunday, 25 September
We walked to morning service at St Andrew's church. Paddled in the afternoon.

Week of 12 September 1949

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Monday, 12 September
47 Hamilton Terrace
Dolly Ettinger
Very busy morning trying to get aertex shirts for Alice. Finally succeeded.
Dolly Ettinger arrived at 6 o'clock and we had high tea and then went to the Albert Hall for the Prom Concert. Mable, her Ellen and Pamela Denniston joined us in Alice Parsons's box. Quite a pleasant concert but it did not take one off's one feet. Adrian Boult conducted.
Sunday, 18 September
After the 9 o'clock news, Sir Stafford Cripps made the tremendous announcement that the pound was devalued (2 dollars 80 cents). All banks and stock exchange closed tomorrow. Bread will go up in a fortnight's time.

Week of 22 August 1949

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Tuesday, 23 August
47 Hamilton Terrace
Played through Margaret's book of folk songs in the evening.
Friday, 26 August
I went down to Blackheath where Margaret and Lucy met met me in the car and drove me to St Germain's Place. The Fyfes were thee and we all had tea out in the garden. David is a most attractive and cheerful baby.

Week of 15 August 1949

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Monday, 15 August 1949
47 Hamilton Terrace
To the manager of Westminster Bank to arrange for an overdraft of up to £250 to the end of the year. Then to Hardy (Cooper) and left silver to be cleaned and discussed selling some.
A lot of writing and phoning in the afternoon, and Pippa and Reg phoned me after supper.
Tuesday, 16 August
Went to Oxford St in the morning and got my ticket to Colchester for Thursday.
Wednesday, 17 August
Met Reg and Joan at Victoria Station and we went to Gorringe and chose her a school coat. Then she went by train to lunch with AM, and Reg and I had a lovely lunch at Ecu de France. We then met Joan and Mabel at Victoria and Reg and Joan went back to Horsham. Mabel and I had a talk in the Grosvenor Hotel before I came home.
Thursday, 18 August
47 Hamilton Terrace - Troughend
Bussed to Liverpool St Station and caught the 10.25 to Colchester where Anne met me, looking blooming. Taxied to Troughend, and were met by Sarah and Bram. We had shandygaff. Bram went away for lunch and after lunch I rested for a bit. Then Sylvia came along bringing a present of green tumblers? Also Bram brought down Ruth Garszynski (a daughter of Mr Holgate - very ugly but exceedingly nice). Bram was in and out all evening.
Friday, 19 August
Troughend - 47 Hamilton Terrace
Woke early and was in the kitchen making tea before 7 o'clock. Joined by Anne. Breakfasted downstairs (Anne scrubbed the kitchen floor afterwards). Tim and Clarissa turned up about 10.30. Anne, Bram, Tim, Mr Holgate and I drove into Colchester and got to the Registry Office at 11.45. Nothing unpleasant or sordid and lasted only a quarter of an hour. Both Anne and Bram looked radiant and very nice. Anne wore a neutral coloured suit, with red and white striped cotton skirt and a close-fitting light brown hat. They both had button holes of ? pinks. We picked up Bet, Pont and Alice on our way back. Drinks at Troughend. Then a lovely wedding lunch at the Holgates. Then Troughend again till our taxi to take us back to Colchester.
A very happy day. Home at 8 o'clock.
Sunday, 21 August
47 Hamilton Terrace
I sent Pips and Wilma a good description of Ann's wedding, and after supper I wrote to Cosh about it, then rang up Charmian who was very nice and pleasant.

Week of 8 August 1949

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Monday, 8 August

47 Hamilton Terrace

A long and very exciting phone talk from Anne and Bram. I felt Soneryl was indicated and took 2 tablets with very good results.

Tuesday, 9 August

A lovely morning. I felt a strong urge to get away and change the atmosphere. So I took the Water Bus from Charing X to Putney - lunched at the Star and Garter by the waterside (not much of a place) and got home in time for tea. The view of the Houses of Parliament, etc. from the river is magnificent, but the trip was rather spoilt by queues both ends.

Wednesday, 10th August

Bram and Anne rang up again after supper - so terribly happy they don't know what to do about it and they will get married as soon as ever they can get a boat on the Broads for their week's honeymoon.

Saturday, 13 August

I rang up Anne. Bram answered as usual! They had the Holgates in for a drink. They are going to get married next Friday! I am going down on Thursday and will go with them to the Colchester Registry Office. His mother may be there too.

Week of 25 July 1949

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Monday, 25 July 1949
47 Hamilton Terrace
Anne and Sarah left here
My new morning help (Mrs Taylor) came for first time and seems quite all right and nice.
Anne and Sarah turned up soon after 8 o’clock . A very long day but they both looked well.
Tuesday, 26 July
Philippa and James turned up at 12 o’clock and Pippa followed in time for a 1 o’clock lunch. They left immediately afterwards. Anne went to meet Mr Brammall (Bram) at Liverpool St Station and they spent the afternoon together, turning up here soon after 6. They remained till 8.30 drinks and then a tête à tête talk in the garden. Later they went off and dined together. Margaret Thompson and the children came here for tea.
Thursday, 28 July
Joan Bruce arrived about 11.30. Anne took her and Sarah to the Horse Show. They took a sandwich lunch with them.
A and S got back here about 6.30, and George and Charmian turned up soon after 6 o’clock for drinks.
Joan went on to Mabel for tea and then on to cinema with Mabel’s Ellen.
Reg rang up to say his case will be heard tomorrow.
Sunday, 31 July
Reg rang up in the evening. Yesterday had been a horrid day telling Joan, Denis? and Law? about the divorce. Joan had cried a lot but seemed all right today.

Week of 4 July 1949

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Monday, 4 July
Lower Hall Farm - Troughend
Lil slept at Hamilton Terrace
Left at 10.30. Pont drove me as far as Hadleigh where he had to see a solicitor. I then hired a car and arrived here before lunch. We had a quick lunch as Anne and Sarah had to catch a bus to Colchester for the ballet class. I would have liked to cme but was too tired. My rest was interrupted by Pont who came over very done in after an unsatisfatory interview with the solicitor. I restored him with strong tea and eventually he went on to Lula Rees Jones.
Tuesday, 5 July
Troughend
Lil slept at Hamilton Terrace
We haymaked a little after tea. Mr Brammall who poultry farms with Mr Holgate up the road came in. I thought him rather attractive. I had heard of him from Lil. No doubt out at all that he is very much attracted by A.
Wednesday, 6 July
Lil, Bet and Marie-Noelle slept at Hamilton Terrace
A much colder day and we had a fire for the Milroys who came over for tea.
Lula Rees Jones came in for elevenses and Mr Brammall was in and out!
Thursday, 7 July
A happy day except for feeling so tired. We walked up to get some chicken manure from Mr Brammall and saw over his poultry farm. Mrs Holgate took me over the house - rather attractive.
Friday, 8 July
Troughend - 47 Hamilton Terrace
Packed and picked flowers and Mr Brammall was in and out.
After lunch I drove to Colchester and caught the 2.15 train to Liverpool St. Got home at 4.30 and found the house beautifully clean, and Ellen (and Maureen!) here to welcome me.

Week of 27 June 1949

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Tuesday, 28 June

47 Hamilton Terrace

Wilma arrived soon after 12 o'clock in great looks and bringing flowers, eggs, bacon and a huge basket of strawberries. We had an early lunch, and afterwards (bearing strawberries) she went down to visit Enid and Mab, and afterwards down to Blackheath to have tea with the Mabeys. She got back in time for a late supper and caught the 9.50 train back to Oxford.

Wednesday, 29 June

Shopped in Oxford St this morning and got presents to take down to the children at Lower Hall Farm and Troughend.

Margaret Thompson came for a picnic tea in the garden and shared it with me on the loggia.

Friday, 1 July

47 Hamilton Terrace - Lower Hall Farm

Busy packing all morning. Caught 3.40 train at Liverpool St station. Changed at Ipswich. Reached Halesworth at 6.30 where Bet met me in their old car. It had been a lovely journey along the river Deben. Great welcome at the Farm from Pont and 5 children, ranging from Hester to John who is a delightful baby. Everyone looked well and happy and the house could be delightful if there was any money to spend on it which there is not! Went with Bet to collect eggs. I felt very tired.

Saturday, 2 July

Lower Hall Farm

Lil slept at Hamilton Terrace

A happy day with them all. Watched the milking - mechanical. They have 7 cows, 8 calves, 7 boars, 1 Suffolk Punch, 3 paid hands. Pont and Hester do the milking - acreage (I think) 350.

Sunday, 3 July

Lil slept at Hamilton Terrace

Another glorious day and we sat out a lot, but rather disastrous from the farming point of view. Electric engine wouldn't work. Pump not functioning. Calves escaped. Pont dead to the world after an almost sleepless night.

Week of 20 June 1949

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Monday, June 20

47 Hamilton Terrace

I lunched with Carine Cadly at the Cowdray Club, Cavendish Square.

Saturday, 25 June

Lil slept here

Pippa looked in for half an hour on her way to James and brought me eggs and lovely flowers.

After lunch Lil and I went to the Westminster Theatre to see Black Chiffon with Flora Robson acting. Carine was there and had given us our stalls. We enjoyed it very much.

Sunday, 26 June

Pippa slept here

Hottest day yet. I did not go to church but spent most of the morning with Lil out on the loggia. Mabel came over to lunch from St Martin’s and Lil took her back in her taxi on her way to catch the 3.10 train to Horsham.

Pippa’s train was late and she did not get here much before 11 o’clock.

Week of 13 June 1949

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Monday, 13 June

47 Hamilton Terrace

Dr Aubyn came to see me after tea. He did not change my medicine but gave me a great talking to about the absolute need of of a two-hour sleep after lunch.

A letter from Bet. It is not health but finance which has made her alter her plans for coming up.

Friday, 17 June

I went down to Blackheath and had tea with the Mabey family in the lovely garden. A mass of lovely roses, peonies and pinks. The new baby is tall and thin and very good and nice.

Saturday, 18 June

I took life easy and enjoyed myself. Kathleen Hill and Margaret Thompson came to tea and it all went very pleasantly.

Week of 6 June 1949

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Monday, 6 June

47 Hamilton Terrace

Lil slept here

A lovely day. I felt much better and spent most of it in the garden or loggia.

Ella and Alice Cree came to tea. Lil lunched with Enid and found her much better.

Wednesday, 8 June

Lil slept here

Felt very poorly all day, and did nothing except the necessary local shopping.

Lil lunched with Roddy at the Savoy and came back for tea. Winifred, her maid, came out afterwards and broke the horrid news that she means to leave her but not till after the end of August.

Thursday, 9 June

Lil slept here

I felt quite a lot better and able to enjoy having Eric to lunch. He brought me lovely flowers and I on my side gave him a very nice meal - mushroom soup, trout and new potatoes; lemon curd tart, gruyere cheese and coffee.

Lil went out to see The Snake Pit and was not unduly horrified.

Friday, 10 June

Joan slept here

A fine day but terribly hectic! Lil poorly but got off safely after lunch. Ellen's daughter-in-law has had a miscarriage and there have been endless comings and goings.

Mabel had tea with me, and after she left Esmée Monty turned up unexpectedly and stayed till 7.30. I nearly passed out!!

Sunday, 12 June

Got a wire from Bet postponing coming up tomorrow and saying she was ?? A great disappointment and I wondered if there was any illness. I rang up in the evening but could get no answer. It has been an agitating day with all sorts of happenings in the Hickey family.

Week of 30 May 1949

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Saturday, 4 June
Roddy and Diana called for Lil soon after 10 o'clock on their way to Eton. They brought Jeremy back in the afternoon for a blow out at the Berkeley and got him back in time for the fireworks. I shopped locally in the morning and in the afternoon went to tea with Kathleen and then on to the Ash Theatre to see the Male Animal. Clever but we neither of us cared for it. I felt dead tired. Took Soneryl

Week of 23 May 1949

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Monday, 23 May

47 Hamilton Terrace

Dr St Aubyn came after lunch. Delighted with my betterness. Gave me a chit for musical glasses. Would like to come and see me again in about a month. Afterwards I went to Public Library and brought back Madame Bovary. Wilma rang up in the evening to know if I was all right

Saturday, 28 May

Went to Gordon Place for Miss Dunlop's 2 meditation groups at 11.30 and 1.45. Then bussed down to Mabel's and assisted with laying out her garden.

Week of 16 May 1949

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Wednesday, 18 May

47 Hamilton Terrace

I met Mabel at the Tate Gallery in the morning to see the Vienna Exhibition

Friday, 20 May

I shopped succesfully in the morning and got a pair of natural coloured idler shoes at London Shoe Co, and ordered a a hat from Jane Morris. Lunched with Mabel whom I found seedy with a cold, so she did not come with me to the last of the mission services at St Paul's Knightsbridge. I thought it was very disappointing. Got back to tea and wrestled with accounts most of the evening.

Saturday, 21 May

I saw Dr Harris this morning about Mabel. The treatment he recommends is turns out to be a new and much less drastic edition of the shock treatment. She came out this afternoon and I told her about it. She has not turned it down but nothing will be decided in a hurry.

Week of 9 May 1949

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Tuesday, 10 May

47 Hamilton Terrace

Reg slept here

Shopped in morning and got Wilma her birthday presents. Overall, necklace and photograph album. Reg turned up for tea (looking poorly and tired) and we had a very pleasant evening together.

Smith worked in the garden and put down weed killer.

Wednesday, 11 May

Reg slept here

Reg met Aline midday on her return from Paris at the RAC and they lunched together. He came back to tea, but went down to dine with her at the Grosvenor where he had managed with great difficulty to get her a room.

Friday, 13 May

After an early lunched I bussed down to Kew where I met Geraldine who piloted me to bluebells and azaleas - unbelievably lovely. We had a nice talk, and sat by the lake and watched baby ducklings and I got back in time for tea.

Sunday, 15 May

In the evening I went to the opening Mission Service taken by our missioner - Rev Chadwick. I did not like it and I do not think I shall go again.

Week of 2 May 1949

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Monday, 2 May 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

Phoned Miss Gander to try and get a place for Maureen who is a terrible old man of the sea. Then shopped unsuccessfully in the West End. Rang up Pippa, Betty and Anne in the evening. Pippa and James will look in here about 2 o'clock for ices. Anne and Sarah will lunch here on Wed en route for Studley. But Bet is not coming up after all. Awly will sleep here on Thursday on her return from Paris and go home the following day.

Tuesday, 3 May

Shopped locally in the morning and got an ice brick for James who arrived with Pippa about 2 o'clock en route for his school, looking splendid.

Mabel came to tea and afterwards a Miss Peace from the FO who I think will take my rooms. She will let me know tomorrow.

Wednesday, 4 May

Maureen has got a job with Mrs Lister, higher up the terrace and moved in this evening. Miss Peace has taken my rooms. Anne and Sarah lunched here en route for Studley.

Thursday, 5 May

Awly slept here

Awly arrived from Paris just before 8 o'clock. Looking very well, but with a heavy cold and sore throat.

Friday, 6 May

Awly got a taxi with great difficulty this morning and left at 9.30.

Week of 25 April 1949

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Monday, 25 April 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

I had a very depressing morning of unsuccessful shopping in Oxford Street and felt very good for nothing. Maureen is sharing her mother's bed here till she finds a place which I hope will be only a matter of a day or two.

Sarah had her op for tonsils etc. this morning.

Friday, 29 April

Reg rang up this evening to say he had heard from Aline who had been called to Paris on Wednesday, telling him that her mother had recognised her but was now in a coma and not expected to last more than a couple of days.

Week of 18 April 1949

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Monday, 18 April 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

Mabel came to lunch and stayed to tea, and afterwards we went to Regent's Park and sat by the water and looked at the pink cherries.

Tuesday, 19 April

No news of Ellen Hickey!

I lunched with Reg and Joan at the Cumberland Hotel à la fourchette! Joan had seen the Austrian doctor and it was arranged not to start the asthma treatment at present as she is so much better. We went on to Gorringe about her school clothes. Bet rang up tonight. All well there.

Saturday, 23 April

Sarah's sixth birthday. She is to go into hospital tomorrow for tonsils and adenoids. Enid went off to Devonshire.

Week of 11 April 1949

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Monday, 11 April 1949
47 Hamilton Terrace
After lunch saw Head, builder, and decided that my house should be done the same as Lord Normanby's - cream and black.
Had tea with General and Mrs Davies, and after supper saw a Mrs Deplato, a White Russian, about taking my room. Nothing actually decided but I think she will come.
Tuesday, 12 April
Went to Kathleen Hill for supper. Afterwards we went to the Mercury Theatre to see Stone in the Midst. A very poignant and well acted play (the occupation of England by Germany). Hot bread and milk when I return to my empty house.
Wednesday, 13 April
Rang up Maureen Hickey and heard that she was not back and her mistress told me that she had definitely decided to give her notice. Altogether a very unsatisfactory account of both mother and daughter.
Went to Blackheath where Cyril, Margaret and Lucy Mabey met me in their car. The Fyfe's house is charming. Sir William was there but Lady Fyfe and Christopher had gone up to a play.
Thursday, 14 April
I had a letter from Ellen Hickey to say she will be back tomorrow.
Friday, 15 April
Spent most of the morning Expecting Ellen Hickey from Ireland, but she did not turn up. After an early lunch I bussed to St John's Wood Chapel for the latter part of the Three Hour Service. I was disappointed.

Week of 4 April 1949

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Monday, 4 April 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

Bet, Hester and Awly slept here

A long morning fetching blankets from Margaret Thompson and fixing up the lodger's room for Betty. She, Hester and Awly arrived about 7 o'clock. The 2 girls are sleeping upstairs. Hester looks seedy and has a violent nose bleed!

Ellen Hickey's sister is dying and Ellen and her daughter and 2 sisters are all going back to Tipperary on Thursday. I don't know if she will come back again. A dreadful knock!

Tuesday, 5 April

Bet, Hester and Awly slept here

Bet and Awly went off hopping after breakfast and got back about 3.30, and Nicky turned up soon after, and we all had tea in the dining room (potato cakes and éclairs).

Bet, Hester and Awly saw her off at Paddington at 6 o'clock and then went to a news reel before returning for supper.

Mrs Trafford came to see me and arranged to come every afternoon to clean the house whilst Ellen is away. Reg rang up with very good news of Horie.

Wednesday, 6 April

Bet, Hester and Awly slept here

B, H and A did some very successful shopping and then met a school friend of Hester's at Lyon's Corner House, and went on to see Angelina at the Academy.

Got home for tea. Hester has a horrid cough.

Thursday, 7 April

Bet, Hester and Awly slept here

B, H and A completed their shopping and in the afternoon H and A met Bill Howson at the Lansdowne Club where he was playing racquets. Bet went to Thomas Cook and afterwards to Miss Runting, chiropodist. Lobster for supper!

Friday, 8 April

B, H and A departed at 9 o'clock in an Alliance Car. Awly was seen into the Golden Arrow train and then B and H went on to Liverpool St en route for Anne where they are sleeping the night.

Saturday, 9 April

After tea I went down to Piccadilly Circus and located St Anne's House, Dean St.

Week of 28 March 1949

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Monday, 28 March 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

Bets rang up after supper. Hester in bed, presumably flu - and Mary too. Bet very doubtful whether she will be able to come up next Monday and meet Awly to get her clothes before seeing her off to France on Thursday. All a great muddle.

I am feeling better today.

Tuesday, 29 March

My birthday. I am 73. Lots of family letters and presents and a large painting of "Lower Hall Farm and its Inhabitants" by Hester.

Ellen Hickey is doing well and I am feeling more hopeful.

Rang up Pips and Bet. Philippa is back and the mumps scare was a false alarm. Hester is still in bed with a high temp, but Mary the maid is up and about again.

Wednesday, 30 March

Shopped in the morning and Wilma arrived before 4 o'clock, and after a quick tea we went down to Clifton Road to buy drinks and afterwards worked in the garden and made a big bonfire. After supper we rang up Anne and then Margaret Mabey.

Thursday, 31 March

Rang up Bet and got better news of Hester. Pips rang up and asked me to have Nicky for a couple of hours on Tuesday afternoon on her way through to Eggarton.

Friday, 1 April

Reg slept here

I had tea out of door (on the verandah) for the first time this year. Reg turned up soon after 6 o'clock and we had a long talk before supper and read afterwards. He thought me looking very well and I certainly feel wonderfully better.

Saturday, 2 April

Reg slept here

Reg was out for lunch but came back for tea.

Sunday, 3 April

Jane phoned at 8 o'clock to say Horie had been taken ill in the night and Reg went down to Brighton. He phoned in the evening to say it was not a stroke as we had feared but the doctor was puzzled.

I went to church in the morning, and after lunch to the Albert Hall to hear the Bach Choir give the St Matthew Passion Music.

Week of 21 March 1949

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Monday, 21 March 1949

47 Hamilton Terrace

Anne and Sarah left at 9.30 and Mrs Trafford came soon afterwards and stayed till after lunch.

Mabel went down to see Lil this afternoon. She found her very depressed and pulled down, but she cheered up later and has arranged to go to Shaftesbury on Wednesday in a hospital car.

Tuesday, 22 March

I spent the whole morning telephoning for a maid - result nil.

Pips, Anne and Wilma have all rung me up this evening - a record. Mrs Trafford is not able to sleep here tonight as her father-in-law has been run over by a lorry.

Wednesday, 23 March

Mabel and I lunched together at the Clifton Restaurant. Afterwards I rested, and then I went to the Curzon Cinema to see Goupi Mains Rouges. I did not care for it and left before the end.

Thursday, 24 March

Went to Regina Hunt and Massie Agencies. No result except that Massie told me a Swedish maid would be coming to see me at 1.30. This she did - Margit Edelborg - aged 83 [surely not?] - 1 year reference in London. I rang up Mr Edling, 59 Draycott Place SW3, and he gave me a very good reference, so I hope she will come in to me on Saturday at a wage of £2-10-0.

Friday, 25 March

A lovely day but a very hectic one, interviewing three maids. Have finally engaged a Mrs Hickey to come in tomorrow. An RC widow from Tipperary - full of qualms! Yet another let of Enid's has fallen through!

Saturday, 26 March

Enid came to tea and stayed for supper as she would not leave before Mrs Hickey arrived. She was due at 5 o'clock but it was nearly 8 o'clock before she arrived. Mrs Trafford was here and showed her round. Enid quite liked her, and I think she may be all right.

Week of 14 March 1949

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Monday, 14 March 1949

Christ's Hospital

Oswald and Pippa out for bridge tonight.

Tuesday, 15 March

A gorgeous day, and I was able to sit out for a little in front of the dining hall. Reg drove round for about half an hour after 6 o'clock and we sat in Oswald's study. I feel definitely better than I have done yet, less poisoned.

Rang up Mabel in the evening and heard that Anne and Miss Warren had arrived and had been hard at work at the Hamilton.

Wednesday, 16 March

Christ's Hospital - 47 Hamilton Terrace

After lunch Pips drove me to Horsham and I caught the 2.45 train to Victoria. Got home soon after 4 o'clock. Found Anne and Miss Warren hard at it. They had done wonders with the house which had been in an awful state. We all then had tea together and then I rested.

Miss W went to friends in the evening so Anne and I had supper alone.

Thursday, 17 March

47 Hamilton Terrace

After tea, Anne put in the plants from CH and I came out into the garden.

Enid has left her house for 25 weeks at 14 guineas. Lil down with flu at Freda's.

Saturday, 19 March

An eventful day. Mrs Owens who was due today wrote to say she was not coming! Much discussion as to what to do. Eventually Anne decided to stay up with Sarah over the weekend, and Mrs Trafford will then come and sleep here with Alan for 2 or 3 days, by which time I shall I hope have found someone.

Lil is laid up with bronchitis at Freda's and has cancelled her visit to Anne. Enid's let is off to her great distress. Altogether not a good day for the family.

I am feeling much better.

Sunday, 20 March

Anne and Sarah went to the Catholic Church nearby, and I went to St John's Chapel for morning service and stayed for Sung Eucharist.

In the afternoon A and S went to Blackheath to have tea with Lady Fyfe, Margaret and Lucy, and I had tea with Lucy and Amy Birch.

Week of 7 March 1949

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Monday, 7 March 1949

Elmhurst Farm

The morning was leaden with more snow forecast so Reg advised me not to go up to town. He rang up Enid and she arranged to interview Mrs Owen for me, and she rang up to say she has engaged her to come to me on Saturday 19th.

I stayed in bed most of the morning but after lunch Reg drove me up the West Drive and I walked back by the other one. I am feeling definitely better today than I have done since leaving Langley Rise.

Tuesday, 8 March
Horie was out here. Reg took me in to Horsham in the morning to get my hair washed and waved at Josephs. I went back to bed after lunch and stayed there till 8 o'clock when I dressed and came down to supper.

Wednesday, 9 March

Just before supper Reg drove me down to the cow byre to see it flood lit - a very pretty sight. I am feeling much better today.

Thursday, 10 March

Horie here again today. He and I talked about a letter Reg had had from Renate which had upset him a lot. I walked once around the garden but found that more than enough. Reg had been going take me over to the Murphys to see Barry's new dachshund, but I did not feel up to it and he is off colour too. Psychological.

Friday, 13 March

We had an early lunch and afterwards Mr Laker and Mrs Douglas came to store some of their furniture in their hall. They then took off Reg with them to inspect a caravan which they have bought and they are going to camp out in one of his fields till they can find another house.

Saturday, 12 March

Elmhurst Farm - Christ's Hospital

Came down to breakfast, packed afterwards and Reg drove me over to CH about 11 o'clock. Pips turned up from Horsham soon afterwards. I came down for lunch but went to bed soon afterwards. It seemed best especially as there was a good deal of coming and going here all day - the school council down and a play in the evening.

I rang Anne up after supper and heard she had been taking M and B, but she says she is all right again now.

Sunday, 13 March

Christ's Hospital

Pippa took me down to the infirmary about 11 o'clock and Dr Scott looked at my arm and said it was a large deep abscess which would need constant dressing, and he would have liked to take me in there as I would be much better in bed but they had no private ward. We fixed up that Pips should drive me down again in the afternoon and evening which she did, and I felt more comfortable. Mr Tugman, Dean of Bloemfontein was here and preached in the evening, but of course I could not go. He is very pleasant and easy. Mr Edwardes also dined.

I rang up Lil, Anne and Reg.

Week of 28 February 1949

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Monday, 28 February 1949

Christ's Hospital

I sat out on the verandah before lunch in blazing sunshine. Rested in the afternoon, and walked round the Short Mile after tea.

Tuesday, 1 March
Drove to Horsham in morning with Pippa and Honor Sergeant. Not much luck in the shopping line.

Lil rang up in the evening to say that she and Enid had interviewed a possible maid for me, a Mrs Owen.

Wednesday, 2 March

I felt a wretched shape

Thursday, 3 March

I felt a wretched shape all day. I had had a poor night which may have had something to do with it.

Friday, 4 March

Pippa and Oswald and the 2 maids started off at 9.30 for Staines and only got back at 7.30. I got up late and did not stir out all day, but felt better than yesterday..

Saturday, 5 March

I had an appointment to get my hair shampooed and waved but cancelled for a variety of reasons.

The Bishop of Chichester and Mrs Bell turned up at 11.30, and the Confirmation Service took place immediately afterwards. In the evening the chaplain came to dinner and I enjoyed the evening.

Sunday, 6 March

Christ's Hospital - Elmhurst Farm

All the others went to 10 o'clock Communion where the Bishop officiated but I did not feel up to it.

Packed after breakfast and Reg fetched me soon after 12 o'clock. Snow thawing rapidly. he had the house beautifully warm and comfortable. I am in Joan's room and use the lounge next door - quite a flat.

I rested after lunch and did not go out again. Enid rang up in the evening to suggest that I should not come up tomorrow as arranged but we left it open.

Week of 21 February 1949

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Monday, 21 February 1949

Langley Rise

I woke with a cold and stayed in bed till after tea. Doris Welsh gave me heat treatment for my right hand which is feeble and sometimes painful.

In the evening Miss Jörgensen gave me a private lesson on the spinal rhythm.

Tuesday, 22 February
My cold was heavy and I stayed in bed all day and had no treatment, but Miss Jörgensen came and had a talk with me before supper.

Wednesday, 23 February

My cold still hanging around so I did not get up. I had my last treatment from GH this morning, a very nice one.

Maud Everett came in before supper to show me the painted wooden figures she had made for the crib. Nurse has been in bed all day with migraine. Later Miss Jörgensen came and gave me a spinal lesson.

GH 3rd interview.

Thursday, 24 February

My cold still hanging around so I did not dress till after tea, and afterwards cleared up papers etc. Miss Jörgensen took me round to see Hillmead. Her room is charming. I met Miss Bryant there and said goodbye.

In the morning Miss Jörgensen gave me a most helpful lesson on the spinal exercise.

Friday, 25 February

Langley Rise - Christ's Hospital

A lovely morning for my last, but woke feeling seedy. A rush to get packed as GH sent a message for me to be ready at 11.30. Actually we did not leave till 12 o'clock. He dropped me at Chiltern Court where I lunched, and then I met Lil and collected my luggage at Harley St, and taxied to Victoria where I caught the 3.18 train.

Pippa and Nicky met me at Horsham and I drove out in the new car. After tea I unpacked and went to bed feeling very tired, and some cold still hanging around.

Reg rang up and Pippa told him I had arrived all right.

Saturday, 26 February

Christ's Hospital

Took 2 Soneryl and had a lovely night, but I still feel tired and poorly, and decided to stay all day in bed.

I have not seen Oswald yet as he is away till tomorrow.

Pippa seems to be getting a cold. She has taken Nicky this evening to see the film of The Scarlet Pimpernel.

Sunday, 27 February

Reg fetched me at 11.30 and I had lunch and tea with him at the farm. Everything very nice, and I enjoyed it. He dropped me back here about 6 o'clock. I went to evening chapel. W Turner (late headmaster at Marlborough) preached and came back for supper. I came to bed soon after supper. Phoned Anne and we fixed up that she should come to the Hamilton on March 15th.

Week of 14 February 1949

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Monday, 14 February 1949

Langley Rise

GH was here in the morning but did not see me. I had a short "spinal" lesson from Miss Bryant in the morning room, and then went in for the latter part of Doris Welsh's class.

Mabel arrived about 2.30 and we had a very nice afternoon together. We had tea at the 16th century cottage and then walked down by the canal. Then back here for a talk before she started to catch her bus, but had to come back because she had forgotten her umbrella.

Tuesday, 15 February
Miss Jörgensen gave me a long private lesson in the morning, after which I dressed to be ready for Alice Parsons who arrived soon after 12.30. She drove me to the Commonwood? Club of which she is a member where we had an excellent lunch and a long talk afterwards. Then we went on a most lovely drive all along the Chess Valley. I greatly enjoyed it. On our return we had tea at the 16th century cottage, and after she had gone home, I went a walk on the towpath in the Berkhamsted direction. My longest outing but I felt less tired than when I started.

Wednesday, 16 February

I had a nice and helpful treatment from GH in the morning. In the afternoon I rang up Lil and fixed up that she should come down tomorrow. She told me that Mabel was in bed with flu and had had to put off going to Shaftesbury. I took the bus to Russell's Nurseries and walked along the towpath to Cassiobury path, and then walked through the park to Watford Town Hall (a good hour's walk) and then bussed home. I then rang up Mab and heard that Atkinson had been, but was not coming again.

GH 3rd interview.

Thursday, 17 February

I had a hand and arm treatment (class) from Miss Carr. Lil arrived soon after lunch, looking splendid. We had a long talk first while I rested and then a little walk by the canal before tea in the 16th century cottage. Then back here for a little and I saw her off by a 5.30 bus.

Friday, 18 February

I had an interview with GH in the morning (completely impersonal - his Buddhist boat lecture) but very helpful and interesting.

Then a first class rhythm lecture in the morning room from Winifred Steevens.

Saturday, 19 February

I attended Joan Welsh's class in the morning and after lunch took a bus to Tring with the idea of walking along the towpath but the town is a long way from the canal so I bussed back to Cow? Roast, and walked along the canal for half an hour but it was rough going and I felt very tired, so I bussed back to Berkhamsted and had tea at the King's Arms. Then bussed home, thoroughly overtired and went straight to bed.

Sunday, 20 February

I took Soneryl and slept beautifully but woke very overtired so I gave up my plan of going to church and kept to bed all day. Miss Jörgensen came in in the evening and gave me some leg treatment. She said they were very tense. Enid rang up after supper and told me about her visit to Troughend, and Anne's suggestion of bringing up Miss Warner if she and Sarah came to settle me in at the Hamilton.

Week of 7 February 1949

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Monday, 7 February 1949

Langley Rise

I took 2 Soneryl last night and had a lovely sleep. Boil much better but nurse gave it another dressing this morning. I attended the class which was given by Miss Jörgensen. Alice Parsons came about 3.30 and Reg at 4 o'clock. After we had talked for a bit, we all three went down to the 16th century cottage. Reg and Alice got on very well together. She bussed back afterwards and Reg came back here for a little before walking back to the Two Brewers. It was a thick fog all morning but cleared up into a grey mild afternoon.

Tuesday, February 8
A good night, and I woke to a lovely morning. I had been going to have a treatment from Miss Mortimer but she is in bed with a cold. I bussed over to Chipperfield and lunched with Reg at the Two Brewers. Afterwards we took a walk on the common and saw the Apostles Pool. I caught the 3.45 bus back and had tea here. Felt tired and went to bed immediately afterwards.
Miss Jörgensen came and sat with me for a while.

Wednesday, 9 February

I went down to the class which Doris Welsh gave and did the "on the floor exercises" for the first time.

Reg walked over in the afternoon and we had tea in the 16th century cottage and afterwards took a walk up past King's Langley Cottage.

Thursday, 10 February

A lovely morning and a good night. GH had been due at 9.45 but at 10.45 he looked in to suggest coming in the afternoon instead. I suggested instead that he should give me a miss as I didn't really feel I needed a treatment and we arranged that I should give him a "?" lunch at the16th century cottage. He drove me down there after I had joined in Miss Jörgensen's class. I then rested till after tea when I took a bus to Hunton Bridge and walked back to KL along the towpath.

Then to bed, and Miss Jörgensen looked in after supper. She thought me looking a bit tired and I felt so.

2nd interview with GH for 10 minutes.

Friday, 11 February

A splendid night and a lovely day but I felt tired and stayed in bed till tea-time. This meant missing a "spinal lesson" from Doris Wesh and looking on a at Winifred Steevens's class on eurythmics which I was sorry to have to do.

After tea I took the bus to Hunton Bridge and walked along the towpath in the direction of Watford for half an hour, picking up my return bus at Russell's Nurseries. Definitely tired today.

Saturday, 12 February

I was very tired and stayed in bed till tea time.

Doris Welsh gave me a leg massage in the morning. Miss Jörgensen sat with me in the evening - also Winifred Steevens.

Great news from Pippa. Nicky has won the top scholarship at Cheltenham. She is only 11 years old!

Sunday, 6 February

I felt very tired and stayed in bed till three o'clock when I dressed and walked up to Carn Cottage where I had tea with Winifred and Phyllis Steevens and Audrey ?

I felt much better when I got back and stayed up till about 9 o'clock.

Week of 31 January 1949

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Monday, 31 January 1949

Langley Rise

A good night and a fine day. GH saw me before 10 am - quite a short interview but a very helpful one on the Polyphoto theme. After resting I went down to the village before lunch and got a penholder and nibs.

Got back to bed again after lunch and soon afterwards Enid arrived. She thought me looking very much better. I got up again for tea which we had in my room, and afterwards walked down and saw her off by the bus.

8th interview with GH

Tuesday, 1 February

I did not sleep quite so well as I had a sore eye but nurse gave it a good irrigation with boracie this morning and again tonight.

Miss Mortimer gave me a good leg treatment in the morning.

I got up at 2.30 and went into the village and back by Vicarage Lane. Went to bed about 6 o'clock.

Wednesday, 2 February

A very nice day in every way (except for a sty in my eye which nurse has been irrigating). I had a good night and then a very nice though quite short time with GH. Then walked up to Langley Common to see the meet. Then watched a class given by Miss Jörgensen. Lunched by my fire and then went to bed. Got up again after my tea and walked down to the canal.

9th (or 1st) interview with GH (quite short).

Thursday, 3 February

Slept pretty well in spite of my eye which is better but I can't use it much. A lovely day but cold and I decided to stay in bed and give my eye a chance. Miss Jörgensen have me a very good "private lesson".

I slept after lunch and Reg arrived at 4 o'clock , had tea with me and stayed about 2 hours. Very nice, and he thought me looking better than he expected. I thought him looking very poorly with a nasty cough, but he is pleased with his quarters at The Brewers, Chipperfield.

Friday, 4 February

I had a splendid night with 2 Soneryl and my eye is much better though not right.

I took a walk over the field in the morning and then watched a eurythmic class given by Winifred Steevens. Went back to bed after lunch and was up again and ready for Reg at 4 o'clock. We had tea in the XVI century cottage and walked down to the canal and home by the church afterwards. He caught the 5.55 bus back to Chipperfield.

Maud Wetherett came in after supper and showed me photos of her modelling.

Saturday, 5 February

I walked by the towpath past the Ovaltine factory and came back to watch Miss Jörgensen's class. Went back to bed after lunch till Reg arrived about 4 o'clock when we went down to the XVI century cottage and afterwards walked along the towpath in the opposite direction. In the evening Miss Jörgensen came up and we had a very nice talk.

Sunday, 6 February

Another lovely morning of frost and sun but I did not feel quite so well, and have a boil under the armpit which nurse dressed for me after breakfast. Reg arrived at 11.30 having walked over from Chipperfield, and we started off at 12.15 by bus to Berkhampstead where we lunched at the King's Arms. A very nice trust house where we had an aperitif and a quite good lunch. Came back soon afterwards, arriving 3 o'clock. Reg and I both felt tired, and he went straight back to the Two Brewers. I took a short rest and then went down for tea in the Studio but went to bed immediately afterwards. Miss Jörgensen came for a little while.

Week of 24 January 1949

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Monday, 24 January

Langley Rise

A quite good night though I woke early. Miss Jörgensen gave me a splendid head treatment in the morning.

Lil arrived at 4.45 and stayed a good 2 hours. I enjoyed it very much. She thought me looking a lot better. I thought she looked very tired but not at all ill.

GH had driven her down and was seeing a couple of patients here, and then he drove her on to their house where she was spending the night and driving back with him tomorrow morning.

Tuesday, 25 January

A fairly good night and I definitely feel better. Miss Mortimer came and gave me an arm treatment - she certainly knows her job - also an ethical talk at the same time which I found trying chiefly on account of the manner as one can't fall foul of the matter.

Rested till 3 o'clock and then dressed and went out for a few minutes - felt more shaky than on Sunday.

Had my tea in my clothes before going back to bed. Winifred Steevens came in for a talk before supper.

Wednesday, 26 January

A very short night but my brain was worrying over my coming talk with GH. He came about 10.45 and I think I have never had a more helpful time with him. It left me very thankful though naturally very tired.

I rested all the afternoon and have not been up at all. Miss Jörgensen came and gave me a lesson on head rolling and arm stretching. I like her more and more.

6th interview with GH

Thursday, 27 January

I had a good night and woke feeling more refreshed. Nice post. Went down to the studio for the rhythm class - just as an onlooker. Very interested. Lunched in my room and afterwards went for a very little walk up the road. Disappointed to feel so good for nothing. But Miss Jörgensen who has been sitting with me this evening (just a social call) tells me that is absolutely to be expected and it will come all right.

Friday, 28 January

GH saw me at 9.30. A short but very satisfactory treatment.

Mabel arrived by bus about 2.30. She would have been earlier but for the fog. She left again after an early tea. It was very nice seeing her after 4 weeks. She thought I looked tired but better. She was looking well and in good spirits.

Winifred Steevens came and sat with m this evening.

7th interview with GH.

Saturday, 29 January

Had a very good night without Soneryl. Miss Mortimer gave me an arm treatment in the morning. I expect she is an excellent masseuse but there is too much uplift for my taste. I rested after lunch and got up about 3 o'clock and walked down to the post office. Felt rather less tottery than last time. Came up to tea and then walked round the garden and watched the sunset.

Miss Bryant came up after supper and insisted on reading aloud! Nurse came later; a much pleasanter visitor!

Sunday, 30 January

After listening in to the service I had my bath and dressed and took a short walk with Doris Welsh down at the back of the garden and back by King's Langley. I did not feel so tired as last time. Stayed up for lunch and then went back to bed. Miss Jörgensen came in before supper and we had a very nice talk.

Week of 17 January 1949

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Monday, 17 January

Langley Rise

Not nearly so nice a day in any respect. Sunless as regards weather and as regards nervous exhaustion, the worst I have had here. I had a bad night which has probably something to do with it. Miss Jörgensen gave me a lovely treatment before lunch, but in spite of it I had no sleep in the afternoon.

Miss Stevens sat with me after tea and Miss Bryant after supper. More than I felt inclined for, but one has no say in the matter.

Tuesday, 18 January

A wonderful night's sleep with 2 soneryl and such a very pleasant day. GH gave me the best treatment yet and thought me better. He very much approves of Reg coming to stay here and also approves of my hiring a wireless.

Nice letters, nice books, nice weather, altogether a very nice day.

4th interview with GH.

Wednesday, 19 January

This has been a distinctly drooky day and a very long one as I woke soon after 4 am. Doris Welsh massaged my leg this morning and Miss Jörgensen paid me a short visit before supper, but otherwise I had no-one.

Thursday, 20 January

A good night but I felt terribly tired all the morning. Miss Mortimer came and gave me a kind of talk-treatment which I found rather a trial though I am sure she has a lot to teach one.

In the afternoon Alice Parsons came to see me and brought me a lovely selection of books. She gave me a great description of Jill Howe's coming of age party. I loved having her.

A wireless has been installed by my bed and I listened in to Truman's inauguration and to a concert. I'm very glad to have it.

Miss Bryant came in before supper.

Friday, 21 January

Had a very good night of natural sleep and woke feeling a flicker of energy!

Miss Jörgensen gave me a fine treatment. "Back Passive".

GH came soon after 5 pm. I had been feeling very nervous about it and told him so. And he went into the whys and wherefores. A very nice interview.

5th interview with GH

Saturday, 22 January

A very lovely sunny day and I would have liked to go out, but I had had a very short night so nurse said no.

Doris Welsh gave me a pleasant leg massage in the morning.

Otherwise a very uneventful day but not restive though very tired.

Sunday, 23 January

I took 2 Soneryl and had a lovely night, and took my first turn round the garden just before lunch. The sun came out and it was lovely to be out of doors and I did not feel very shaky, though a few minutes was long enough.

No treatment or callers today, but I had plenty of reading and the time did not drag.

Week of 10 January 1949

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Monday, 10 January

Langley Rise

A fairly good night, and a good day. Felt more myself than I have done yet. Miss Bryant gave me a leg massage.

Camilla Wybrants came and sat with me before supper. She turns out to be great friend of Mr Carter (Anne's neighbour), also many links with St Martin's and is very intimate with the Pat McCormick family.

Tuesday, 11 January

A very lovely day, and I felt well and peaceful.

Miss Jörgensen gave me my first head treatment which I found very pleasant and we had a very nice and helpful talk. I slept most of the afternoon. After tea the nurse sat and chatted with me whilst she did her knitting.

Wednesday, 12 January

GH had been going to give me a treatment at 9 am but rang up to say his car had broken down. Miss Jörgensen gave me a wonderful treatment for my head in the evening and I got dressed for the first time and went down to see the nativity mime. Very artistically done but somehow I felt very depressed.

Thursday, 13 January

Not a particularly good night, but I felt well today and everything was pleasant. Another very interesting treatment from Miss Jörgensen on my legs and feet - and a delightful visit from Alice Parsons who came and had tea with me.

Friday, 14 January

I had a good night but felt more tired and depressed than yesterday. I was supposed to be having GH at 9 o'clock so was ready betimes, but there had been a muddle and he did not come till 12 o'clock. He was with me only a very short time. Hardly a treatment. But very nice. He does not want me to go out yet.

Lil rang up tonight to tell me that Toini has got a job, and I went in to the office and spoke to her on the phone.

3rd interview with GH

Saturday, 15 January

I had a better night without soneryl, but woke feeling jaded and remained tired and depressed all day, till evening when I cheered up.

It was a solitary day for nurse who was in bed with migraine, Miss Jörgensen up in town and I had no visitors. Miss Bryant gave me a treatment; it was a head rolling exercise supposed to be good for sleep.

Sunday, 16 January

I had a much better night, woke feeling more rested, and altogether have had the best day yet - calm and more confident, and enjoyed an assortment of reading, and sent off some letters.

Miss Jörgensen came and sat with me for half an hour before supper and we had a very nice talk.

Week of 27 December 1948

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Monday, 27 December 1948

210 Coleherne Court

Still very tired and kept mostly to bed, but got up for tea to which Mabel came.

The third day without newspapers and no post.

Tuesday, 28 December

Lil and I both slept badly and felt poorly, but I got up and went out. I bought a nightgown and various odds and ends. Went back to bed after lunch.

Toini came in with some extra things for Langley Rise and I settled up with her. Mabel has given me a most lovely shawl for Langley Rise.

Wednesday, 29 December

A lovely sunny day, and though I had not had much sleep I felt much better. Spent the morning in bed and then lunched with Enid. Looked in on Mabel for five minutes and then bussed to Macarthur where I had electric massage, dry shampoo and wave. Did a little shopping in Clifton Road and got back for tea. We had RJ's pheasant for dinner, and I wrote to him afterwards. Lil very tired.

Thursday, 30 December

I spent all the morning unsuccessfully trying for bedroom slippers.

Rested in afternoon. Toini came over with RJ's suit and Mabel came to tea.

Lil very tired and overwrought.

Friday, 31 December

210 Coleherne Court - Langley Rise

A busy morning packing and phoning. Mabel sent me a gorgeous cyclamen. Drove down here after lunch in a comfortable car from Alliance Motors, stopping at the Hamilton to pick up my rug, and got here about 3.30. Unpacked and had tea and got to bed. Very tired but delighted with my room, and first impressions could not be more favourable. Heard church nearby ring in the New Year.

Week of 20 December 1948

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Monday, 20 December 1948

210 Coleherne Court

Felt much better today and bussed down to S Ken and got some cards.

Tuesday, 21 December

Felt very tired and stayed the whole day in bed - at least till supper time to be exact.

Wednesday, 22 December

Had interview with GH at 11 o'clock. He was very keen I should take a rest cure at Langley Rise and I agreed, and he will make the arrangements; I shall go towards the end of next week.

Mabel came to lunch and we had a lovely duck which Bet and Pont had sent us.

Both Pippa and Wilma rang up this evening, and I tried to ring up Anne but could get no answer.

Very cold today.

Thursday, 23 December

Felt very tired and stayed in bed till lunchtime, and did not go out at all.

Friday, 24 December

Christmas Eve

Lil and I lunched out at the Bolton to save Winifred preparing a meal.

Mabel came in late after having tea with Bianca Mins.

We all felt very tired.

Alice Pins died today.

Saturday, 25 December

I opened my lovely presents after breakfast and then bussed to Brompton Church for the 11 o'clock carol service, and stayed for Communion.

Mabel was already here for lunch when I got back and we had a fine feed of Lil's cockerel and Anne's pudding. Valborg turned up later. Lil and I rested and Mabel went off to visit Amy Birch. She did not get back till after we had finished tea. Great ?? difficulties and still worse when she went home for her supper.

Anne phoned in the evening. She and Sarah had had a good Christmas in spite of their colds.

Sunday, 26 December

Cold and very foggy.

Everyone tired after Christmas. I did not get up till just in time for supper.

Week of 13 December 1948

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Monday, 13 December 1948

1 Pelham Place - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Feeling a bit better. Spent the morning at the Medici Gallery, S Ken, buying Christmas Cards. Then lunched with Lil and afterwards went to 146 Harley St and saw Dr Graham Howe at 3 o'clock. He found me very overtired and said he would like to put me to bed for a fortnight, seeing no-one - he suggested King's Langley or perhaps Studley. I was appalled by the idea and we agreed to leave it open until I saw him again on Jan 4th. He thinks a change of domestic would greatly help.

Tuesday, 14 December

47 Hamilton Terrace

Reg slept here

Feeling definitely better. Lil rang up and suggested that I should go to her for a fortnight's rest, and I may do that on Saturday.

Reg turned up for an early tea, and after an early supper we went to Wyndham's Theatre to see The Giaconda Smile. Stalls and a car to take and fetch us. Very luxurious.

Wednesday, 15 December

Reg slept here

Feeling much better: a fraud!

Did a little local shopping in the morning, but did not go out after lunch. Reg went off early to meet Aline from Paris. Came back in time for tea.

Thursday, 16 December

Pippa and Philippa slept here

Fine day and I felt better. Joan Bruce arrived here about 11 o'clock and Reg took us both to the Cumberland Hotel (à la Fourchette) where we had an excellent lunch. He has a heavy cold. Then they went down to Horsham and I rested here till Pippa and Philippa turned up for tea. It was delightful having them and later they went to see Hamlet.

Friday, 17 December

Pips, Philippa and I went to Marylebone Station to meet James and they afterwards caught a 11.48 train to Horsham.

I have been busy all day here making arrangements for moving over to Lil tomorrow. Continuing to feel better.

Saturday, 18 December

47 Hamilton Terrace - 210 Coleherne Court

A very busy morning, packing, putting away silver, last minute directions, etc.

Drove over to Lil's about 3 o'clock and unpacked before tea, to which Roddy and Jeremy came. Both very nice but looking very tired.

Rested till supper after which we both went to bed, both feeling very tired.

Everything delightfully comfortable here.

Sunday, 19 December

210 Coleherne Court

A good night but felt very tired and stayed in bed all day, and was very thankful to be there.

Mabel came in for a little in the afternoon. Lil went over to the Berkeley to leave socks for Roddy and to say goodbye to them all before their start for Dieppe tomorrow.

Lil not feeling up to much today and Mabel has a shocking cold.

Week of 6 December 1948

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Monday, 6 December 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

I felt a lot better. I shopped locally in the morning and in Oxford Street in the afternoon, quite successfully.

Wilma phoned from Studley that she would come up on Thursday by coach to see Anne and me.

Tuesday, 7 December

Anne and Sarah slept here

Felt poorly all day. Mr Keiller, surveyor, inspected the house this morning and thought the necessary repairs could be left over till the summer.

Anne and Sarah turned up for lunch looking very well. They went off soon afterwards to Mabel and Enid.

Pips rang up in the evening. No further cases of IP, thank goodness.

Wednesday, 8 December

Anne and Sarah slept here

I felt much better. Anne and Sarah went off after breakfast for Xmas shopping and to lunch with Enid. They did not get back till teatime. I had an early lunch and then went to Kingsway Hall for a lecture by GH. Sat with Lil, and met Alice Parsons afterwards. Great doing up of Christmas parcels in the evening.

Thursday, 9 December

Anne and Sarah slept here

Wilma turned up for lunch and afterwards she and Anne went to see The Fallen Idol and then Wilma caught the 6.30 bus back to Oxford.

I kept Sarah during the afternoon. Unfortunately I felt pretty rotten and not able to enjoy anything. Anne very tired too and we went to bed early.

Friday, 10 December

Anne and Sarah left after breakfast to catch the 10.25 train to Colchester. I felt very tired and stayed in bed till after lunch. Told Toini that I had decided I must get someone more experienced. She took it very well.

Got my hair waved and had an electric massage, my third.

Reg rang up. HE WAS FEELING SEEDY.

Saturday, 11 December

47 Hamilton Terrace - 1 Pelham Place

Lunched with Mabel. Enid and Lil there too (Lil very lame with lumbago). A pre-birthday munch. Afterwards Mabel and I met Kathleen at the Boltons Theatre where Mab had taken seats for Frolic Wind. Not outstanding but quite well acted.

I felt very over tired and took soneryl.

Sunday, 12 December

1 Pelham Place

Mabel's birthday and she was delighted with all her presents. She went to St Martin's and I to Holy Trinity Brompton.

After lunch we wrote and rested till we went out to tea with Flora Campbell in Carlyle Sq - a lovely house and a scrumptious tea. I felt very tired and Mabel too.

Week of 29 November 1948

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Monday, 29 November 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

Maye Bruce slept here

Very foggy but less so. I woke feeling much better, and did a successful morning's shopping at A and N stores where I had a snack lunch. Maye Bruce arrived at 4.30 and left at 6.30 for Hampstead where she is giving a lecture. GH's secretary phoned to fix an appointment for me to see him at 11 o'clock on Thursday.

Tuesday, 30 November

Fog as thick or thicker than ever. I went shopping in the morning and parted from Maye at Selfridge's.

Back here for lunch and did not go out again. Am feeling better today.

Wednesday, 1 December

I went and sat with Mabel for an hour. Mrs Howe rang up this morning to say that Eric was down with flu, so had to cancel my appointment for tomorrow, and also of course his lecture in the evening.

Diana Le Mesurier is to go in a nursing home tomorrow for a week or so, chest trouble but no TB.

Pont wrote to me privately today. It is as we feared.

Thursday, 2 December

I shopped in the morning and lunched at Fortes in Oxford Street. Not much success except for getting a pair of blue pyjamas for Wilma at Swan and Edgar.

Got back about 2.30 and lay down till teatime.

Friday, 3 December

I shopped locally in the morning, and Martin (builder) looked in to see the fireplace and arranged to repaint it.

In the afternoon out to Lil, and had tea and a rest in the spare room. Then on to supper with General and Mrs Davies, and afterwards she came with me to the Albert Hall for a Barbirolli concert. Pamela Denniston, Toini and Lilla also came.

Saturday, 4 December

I was out shopping in the morning - not very successful.

Dolly Etlinger came to tea with me in the afternoon.

Lil phones that Diana is not so well today, and sounds worried.

Sunday, 5 December

Slept badly and woke feeling all overish so did not go to church, but I lunched with Lil, then to see Enid and finally to tea with Mabel.

Toini poorly.

Week of 22 November 1948

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Monday, 22 November 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

I felt very tired. Shopped (and lunched) at Bourne and Hollingworth and got several Christmas presents. Had hair washed and waved at Macarthur's and also had my first electric hair massage.

Back for tea and afterwards went over to see Lord Normanby about Fladgate Finch's letter re repairs to the house. He was very friendly and helpful and gave me a drink.

Tuesday, 23 November

I shopped in the morning, rested during the afternoon, and after an early tea met Geraldine Noyes at the Friends' House, Euston Sq for the annual National Book Club given by Lord Samuel, and afterwards had supper at Lyon's Corner House, Marble Arch.

Wednesday, 24 November

I shopped in Oxford Street in the morning. Mabel lunched with me. Later I went to Allsop's (the agent who sold me the house) and showed Miss Holden the letter I had had from Fladgate about repairs to the house. She will get their surveyor to ring me up and make an appointment.

Thursday, 25 November

I felt appallingly tired and stayed in bed till lunchtime, and rested again most of the afternoon.

Margaret and Francis Thompson came in for a few minutes in the afternoon.

I left at 7 o'clock for Caxton Hall, Westminster where I met Lil and Alice to hear a "back and forth" lecture on relationships given by Graham Howe and May Macaulay - very good but not outstanding with one or two exceptions, but I was really too tired to be a good judge.

Friday, 26 November

47 Hamilton Terrace - 1 Pelham Place

I took a Soneryl and slept splendidly but woke feeling dead to the world, and decided to give up all shopping plans. As a matter of fact I stayed in bed till 4 o'clock.

Went to Albert Hall where Alice Parsons had lent me her box. Met Ruth Browning there. Also Mabel, Margot Osborne and Joy. Mabel looked very poorly with a bad go of fibrositis. It was a good concert - Moseivitch, soloist, and Sir Malcolm Sergeant conducting. Afterwards Mabel, Margot, Joy and I walked back to S. Ken and I went on. I slept in Pamela Deniston's room, and was not comfortable.

Saturday, 70 November

1 Pelham Place - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Had a splendid night and woke feeling more rested. Very foggy and did not go out till 12, when I went across and sat with Enid and Eve and then on to Lil for lunch after which we had a long talk re seeing GH, Swanberg and various other alternatives. I got back here for tea by which time the fog was very black and thick.

Sunday, 28 November

47 Hamilton Terrace

Fog still thick, but not quite as dense as last night. I felt better and went to 11 o'clock service at St John's Wood Chapel. I did not go out again, but spent most of the time between I and Thou (Martin Buber) and The House in Paris (Elizabeth Bowen).

Week of 8 November 1948

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Monday, 8 November 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

Pippa went off immediately after breakfast as she had to go home early so as to drive over with Oswald to Littlehampton in the afternoon. I had a very successful morning's shopping and got a utility coat in a beaver shade of fur fabric from Peter Robinson for £8-9-2. Also a nice pair of fleece-lined gloves to match from Evans.

In the afternoon went to Jane Morris to arrange for do-ups and on to tea with Mabel who was up for the first time. Met Enid there. Both approved of my coat!

Tuesday, 9 November

I bought some Christmas cards in Baker St and then bussed on to Lil's for lunch. Afterwards rested and then on to Jane Morris to pick up a hat on my way to an early tea with Mabel.

Wednesday, 10 November

Shopped in morning. Michael and Patience Robb came to tea. I was feeling well.

Thursday, 11 November

Bet and Pont slept here

Mrs Neal came and did a fine cleaning up of the house. I was busy with chores all morning but took a good rest in afternoon.

Pont and Bet turned up about 7.30 in great form. After drinks and supper Pont went off to see some friends and Bet went early to bed. She is very tired but we had a lovely talk.

Friday, 12 November

Bet and Pont slept here

Bet and Pont slept late and went off about 12 o'clock for an assorted programme of shopping, visiting cinema, etc.

I passed a rather futile, depressing sort of day.

Saturday, 13 November

Bet, Pont and Hester slept here

Bet and Pont spent most of the morning in bed and left about 12 o'clock, getting back about 5.30 and Hester arrived not long after, looking so pretty and improved in figure. She had been to the National Gallery with her art master, and Bet and Pont ran into her there! They have now gone off to see Annie Get Your Gun for which they managed to get a box. Pont's brother Bill is joining them there.

I was expecting 2 prospective lodgers but neither of them materialised. One of them has however recommended a male friend who is coming to see the rooms tomorrow.

Sunday, 14 November

Bet, Pont and Hester slept here

I went to church in the morning and Bet, Pont and Hester went to Farm St. Bet and Hester lunched here and afterwards met Pont and went to Hamlet, had supper at Lyons Corner House, and then went on to friends, returning about 11 o'clock.

A Mr Rogers came to see my rooms but nothing came of it.

Toini has a sore leg. Dr Kheraraly saw it at the club and says she must keep it up as much as possible.

Princess Elizabeth had a son this evening.

Week of 1 November 1948

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Monday, 1 November 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

I felt seedy. Awly went to 8 o'clock mass at the RC church near here and later did some some rather unsuccessful shopping before coming back here for an early lunch. Then I took her to the Carlton Cinema to see The Guinea Pig which she greatly enjoyed. Then back to tea after which she went off to Liverpool St to catch the 6 o'clock train back to school.

I felt dead to the world. Wilma rang up in the evening.

Tuesday, 2 November

I stayed in bed till lunch and did not go out at all. Pippa turned up before 6 o'clock and stayed for supper. She and Oswald had been to the motor show. I greatly enjoyed having her and felt the better for it.

Wednesday, 3 November

47 Hamilton Terrace - 210 Coleherne Court

Not feeling up to much but went to Clifton Road in morning and got my hair waved etc. After lunch bussed to Lil's and rested there. Had an early supper and then Enid picked me up in a taxi and drove me to the Empress Hall for the concert in aid of Christian Action given by the Berlin Philharmonic Orchestra, conductor Fürtwängler, and Myra Hess. Very lovely but the hall is vast and we were rather too far away. Inez came back with Enid. Afterwards we ran across Margot and Mark Banningham. A fine night and we all walked back together.

Thursday, 4 November

210 Coleherne Court

I felt very good for nothing. In the morning Lil and I went to High St Kensington where I tried for a coat but without success.

In the afternoon, I lay down till teatime. Lil and I had a very pleasant evening together but she felt very tired too.

Mabel still very seedy with flu, and Dr Atkinson seeing her daily. She is having M and B.

Friday, 5 November

210 Coleherne Court - 47 Hamilton Terrace

Went to Jane Morris in morning and got my black hat retrimmed. Back to lunch with Lil and then taxied back home.

Feel definitely better for the little change. Mabel still in bed and having M and B. I rang up Anne. she and Sarah will be going over to Bet tomorrow till Wednesday.

Saturday, 6 November

A lovely autumn day and I felt much better. Shopped in the morning and got a chicken for Mabel at Selfridge's. Rested after lunch and then went to tea with Enid, stopping to leave chicken, flowers etc. at Mabel's but did not see her as she is still supposed to be infectious and is still taking M and B.

Sunday, 7 November

Pippa slept here

Feeling much better, but pouring cats and dogs so I gave church a miss and Toini and I listened in to the curtailed service at the Cenotaph.

In the afternoon we listened in to the Fürtwängler concert from Oxford. Afterwards Dr H? came to fetch Toini and we had a talk while she changed. Pippa arrived on her way back from James's half term at about 9 o'clock and we sat talking for a couple of hours.

Week of 25 October 1928

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Monday, 25 October 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

I had a lovely night with Soneryl and felt much better. Got up for lunch and had hoped to go out, but it was a horrid wet day. Enid came out and had tea with me.

Tuesday, 26 October

I went down to Clifton Road in the morning - my first outing for nearly a fortnight.

Mabel came to tea.

Wednesday, 27 October

In the afternoon Lil came here so I did not go out. I felt better.

Thursday, 28 October

I had an X ray taken this morning by Dr Coldwell, 52 Welbeck St, and had to pay five guineas! The plates will be sent to Dr Beaton but Dr Coldwell told me everything was very satisfactory.

Eve Farson came to tea.

Friday, 29 October

I had a tiring morning retrieving my ration books, identity card etc. which I had left at Debenham's.

In the afternoon Mabel came out to tea with me.

Saturday, 30 October

Awly slept here

Awly arrived about 11 o'clock and we went off to Selfridge's where she had an ice cream before going on to lunch with Enid and afterwards going on with her to the Moseivitch concert. She came back to a late tea. Lil and I had already had ours and she had left.

After supper Toini and Awly went down to Trafalgar Square to see the fountains lit up etc.

Sunday, 31 October

Awly slept here

I felt very tired and did not go to church. Awly went to Farm St and then on to pay Mabel a visit and back to lunch. In the afternoon she and Toini went to see Hamlet. I did not go out of doors at all. Mabel had a sharp attack of asthma and got Dr Atkinson. She is much better this evening.

Week of 18 October 1948

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Monday, 18 October 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

Cold running the usual course. Dr O'Hanlon came to see me and advised me to stay in bed till she came again on Wednesday.

Tuesday, 19 October

Enid slept here

Cough troublesome. Enid came to sit with me about 12 o'clock and soon after I had a strange and quite new experience. A black-out which lasted about three quarters of an hour. I did not lose consciousness, and talked normally except that I had no recollection of where I was, and burst into tears when I saw Toini! It must have been very alarming for Enid. She rang up Dr Goxip, my panel doctor, but he is laid low with sciatica, but Dr Beaton, who is doing his work, came about 5 o'clock. Very reassuring. No stroke. I am to stay in bed till he comes to see me on Thursday. Enid very nobly insisted on staying the night.

Wednesday, 20 October

Enid slept here

Enid and I both had very good nights. I felt very exhausted and more than content to stay in bed. Enid got me fish for our supper and then went off to lunch with Eve, returning before 7 as she insisted on sleeping here again tonight.

Lil had a sandwich lunch in my room on her way back from the dentist. Enid rang up Reg from her house, and he rang me up in the evening . She also rang up Pips after supper and Pippa (who was coming up to town in any case) offered to come and spend the night with me tomorrow.

Thursday, 21 October

Pippa slept here

Slept well and felt much less exhausted when I woke. Dr Beaton turned up about 10 o'clock and was very pleased with my general condition. He sounded me and found some "fluffiness" at the base of the left lung and I am to have an X-ray when I am up and about again. He won't call again unless I call for him. He has given me a tonic. Pips arrived at 12 o'clock to leave her night things, and went off with Enid soon after. She (Pips) returned in time to get me my tea, and spent the rest of the evening in my room, cooked our supper and phoned Anne and Bet.

Friday, 22 October

Had a "crise des nerfs" during the night and felt poorly today. Pips did some local shopping for me before leaving about 12 o'clock.

Reg arrived after lunch and sat with me for an hour.

Pippa and Bet both rang up in the evening.

Saturday, 23 October

Wilma slept here

Wilma arrived soon after 10 o'clock, looking well in spite of a bad crossing. Had enjoyed her visit to The Hague but had not been wildly gay. She had a bath and fetched my medicine before an early lunch here. Waited in afterwards to show Mrs Dodd (a possible tenant) round the rooms, but she never turned up. Then paid Mabel a visit and had tea with Enid. Had supper up in my room and rang up Anne.

I phoned Dr Beaton and he told me to stay in bed today.

Sunday, 24 October

Had another horrid crise des nerfs during the night and felt very played out but got up and came down for lunch. Wilma had cooked a very nice rabbit dish. She also ironed the curtains in my ? room. Miss Giles (a possible tenant) came to see them, but nothing doing - not big enough.

Wilma left soon after 3 o'clock for Studley and Mabel arrived a bit later and stayed till nearly 7 o'clock. I went back to bed for supper.

Week of 11 October 1948

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Monday, 11 October 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

I had tea with Lil and looked in on Mabel on my way. She is still in bed with a heavy cold.

Tuesday, 12 October

The cold I've had for the last few days seemed heavier, and I stayed in bed till lunch and spent the rest of the day in the dining room as Martin's men were in the drawing room putting in the new fireplace.

Downpours of rain in the afternoon with thunder.

Read a lot of TS Eliot, did accounts, darned etc.

Wednesday, 13 October

Lunched with Kathleen Hill before going with her to the Cambridge Theatre to see Le Misanthrope acted by the Comédie Française. Quite excellent.

Toini has gone to Oxford for tonight and tomorrow; I am still living in the dining room.

Thursday, 14 October

I stayed indoors all day but did not stop in bed as there was no-one to fetch and carry for me.

Read a lot and squared up my accounts.

Friday, 15 October

Oswald slept here

My cold still heavy so I rang up Dr Moncrieff. She is ill again but Dr O'Hanlon came to see me and gave me some powders, and will come again on Monday. It is nothing but an ordinary cold and I feel better this evening.

Second medical visit this quarter.

Saturday, 16 October

Oswald went off after an early breakfast as usual. I felt very seedy with my cold, but got up before lunch as I was expecting my prospective tenant to come and see my rooms but she never turned up.

Mrs Neal gave the drawing room a thorough clean after the builders' work on the fireplace.

Toini got back at midnight last night. She had loved her time in Oxford.

Sunday, 17 October

Cold heavier than ever so I decided to spend all day in bed, and did not see a soul.

Week of 4 October 1948

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Monday, 4 October 1948

47 Hamilton Terrace

I felt very tired but better after tea when I mowed the lawn. Otherwise I did very little except for going down to the Free Library where I got my name down for Winston Churchill's book. Toini had a Norwegian friend to tea - very nice and pretty. A Mrs Beal married to an Englishman.

Tuesday, 5 October

Woke up feeling poorly and rang up to ask Dr Moncrieff to look in which she did about 12 o'clock. Her first visit since March 16th! She is only just back at work after an illness. She has prescribed for me and will see me again in a fortnight. Nothing wrong except the old trouble.

Anne sent up some wallflowers and I put them in before tea. Afterwards I took round some nasturtiums to Margaret Thompson. I had promised to go round tonight and sit with the children whilst G and M went to the cinema, but have put it off for a while. The Harrow school ? came to inspect the house today.

Dr Moncrieff's first visit this quarter.

Wednesday, 6 October

Put in remainder of wallflowers after lunch. Went to tea with Lil. She was looking exhausted and poorly after 3 bad nights.

My lodger, Miss Hoare, has got a secretarial post in Switzerland and will be leaving on 23rd inst.

Thursday, 7 October

I met Mabel at Debenham in Wigmore St and helped her to choose her winter coat. She came back to lunch with me but left early.

Later on I went to Regent's Park to see the dahlia border - very lovely.

Friday, 9 October

I shopped in morning and lunched with Enid. Looked in on Jane Morris to arrange for getting something to put into my winter hat. Came back in time for tea which I had out of doors but it turned cold immediately afterwards, and I lit my first fire of the season.

Saturday, 2 October

Reg slept here

Cooked in morning. Wilma arrived soon after 12.30 and we lunched and then she changed for the Norbury wedding.

Reg arrived about 4.30 and we had tea, and Wilma got back about 6 o'clock.

We all drove to Liverpool St where we saw Wilma off at 8 o'clock by the boat train for Harwich. We then dined together at the Station Hotel getting back here just before 10 o'clock.

Reg said he had never seen Wilma in such good looks and he greatly liked her new clothes.

Sunday, 10 October

Spent the morning with Reg who left after lunch for the farm. Not feeling up to much so spent most of the rest of the day reading on the sofa. Mabel is in bed with a cold, and Lil's maid likewise.